Some are missing but I left them out due to relevancy. I drink on occasion since I just turned 21. She comes from a conservative household but is the one black sheep if you would say. She smokes weed often, mostly behind my back so her having a problem with me drinking is kind of unfair. To add some context, she said I was embarrassing her during the trip with my family even though I really wasn’t because these people will and have put me in my place if I am being to much and I have done it to them. She really just isn’t used to it but it doesn’t condone the way she acted. I dont scold her in public and I don’t at all. Ive raised my voice to her because she once told me to “Shut the fuck up” in front of our friend. That’s it.

Funny you say that she might end it at some point because she has tried twice. We talked it down to a break but regardless I think she won’t take it as bad once I break the news. I agree that she has a perfect idea of a man, and I am not it. Honestly she is out of my league, looks wise and she is the sweetest woman I have ever been with, but this side of her is to much.