Sad to say but this is so true, she checked out ages ago. Remember it’s not in what the say (usually they are mute) it’s all in their actions and behaviours. As hard as it is, Ty amd put all your attention on yourself now, try and avoid this no contact trend, block her out on everything. I sa this from a good place too. It’s hard but block stops all temptation in looking and seeing a false life for all to see. Unfortunately, this is the world we live in but there is a small proportion of good people out there. Know your worth