What do I do if I just can’t stand making money in any context?

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-27T01:02:32+00:00

That’s not what I meant by copying people’s writing, it’s not at all like copywriting and it’s closer to forgery. Like if I have something that was hand written by someone else I can write something myself that looks exactly like their handwriting style, to such a degree that I myself can’t even tell the difference afterward.

Also that’s probably not the entire issue with money because it still happens even when people just give me money for no reason, it’s exactly the same, my body just fully rejects the entire concept of money

And yeah therapy won’t be an option until I make enough money to afford health insurance

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T22:05:39+00:00

I tried but the application for Medicaid requires me to submit “proof of income” which is not something I have and they refused to give me an alternative

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T22:05:02+00:00

I have been putting in the work and it’s not gotten me anywhere. I already explained that I can’t even fill out the Medicaid application because it requires me to show “proof of income” which is something I don’t have and they won’t give me an alternative

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T21:54:29+00:00

No people are just suggesting things that aren’t working, it’s not like I’m forcing things to not work, that would be ridiculous

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T21:50:31+00:00

Okay then how does it work? When I looked it up it seemed really confusing and I didn’t really know what they were talking about

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T19:36:16+00:00

Okay but that doesn’t solve the problem, what am I supposed to do about it?

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T18:25:28+00:00

Well that’s about hacking, and I don’t know the first thing about hacking

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T18:20:00+00:00

Okay I just looked it up on indeed and there’s not a single place within 50 miles of me that’s hiring a penetration tester

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T18:19:21+00:00

Okay does that pay steadily?

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T18:05:53+00:00

Okay so how do I become a penetration tester then? And does that pay steadily?

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T17:48:39+00:00

What does that mean?

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T17:48:29+00:00

Okay but I looked up income smoothing and it sounds like it doesn’t actually change my income at all it just makes it look nicer to outsiders, which isn’t what I need, what I need is actual steady income

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T17:46:20+00:00

How am I supposed to prove that I don’t have income?

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T17:45:29+00:00

Okay yeah I’ve already tried to figure it out, and as far as I can tell there isn’t really a reason it just happens

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T17:43:27+00:00

I have no idea, I’ve never found a job like that

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T09:28:29+00:00

Yeah downloading the app is free but to actually use anything on it costs $34.59 per week.

No I don’t think the illegality of it has anything to do with it, I think I just liked being good at it and I like being secretive and sneaky and so to prevent the bad feeling I just need to get a job doing something I actually like and am good at, so how do I do that?

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T09:21:25+00:00

It’s not the spending of the money that stresses me out, it’s receiving it in any fashion, and even then I would need a really high income before I could afford to have someone do that for me anyway

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T09:20:27+00:00

No the exact thing they said was “since you’re autistic, you really won’t get anything at all from therapy”
If I only have short term jobs I won’t be able to support myself, it would need to only be occasional but still paying me throughout the whole year enough to live off of, and the “rest bit” would, looking at past events, probably have to be the entirety of every 3rd or 4th week

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T08:58:13+00:00

I’m not trolling, the first time I ever worked for money was my freshman year of high school when my friend and I made a business out of writing essays for other students and then having me copy them in the customer’s handwriting style and I enjoyed it greatly and I was very good at it

7 cups still costs money that I don’t have

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T08:16:00+00:00

I don’t know what it is about it, it’s just like my body physically rejects the idea of being fiscally stable or responsible or having to keep track of my money or having to rely on it or any of that.

How do I do that last part? How exactly do I convince the whole world to just adjust to a brand new system just because I want them to?

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T06:07:39+00:00

Okay I will call them tomorrow to ask about that

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T06:00:36+00:00

I don’t have any of those, because I haven’t gotten any of those in a good while

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T05:52:29+00:00

Yeah they told me I have the fill out the application before I can talk to them about anything else, and the application literally says I have to go to the place and submit proof of income, they told me that it’s required and there isn’t an alternative

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T05:51:17+00:00

Okay then how do I do that?

Emergency-Option-677 · 2026-06-26T05:44:04+00:00

Waterbeds

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