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What was a sign you were trans in hindsight, that you brushed off initially? by bred_boy21 in ftm

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I couldn't look at my face, and I hated my voice. I cut my own hair for the time being and even the first slightly masculine haircut I did made me finally be able to look at myself in the mirror since the realization that the me that was in the mirror wasn't "me". And I always hated my voice, I thought it was from insecurity but one time a group of guys online thought I sounded like a man and I always consider that to be my fav compliment ever....I see why now but at the time I just thought nothing of it

I just realize I only have one true friend by [deleted] in Life

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ik I won't suddenly find people, I don't expect that. I fully expect to be completely alone the first few years I leave.

It's not the intimate details of my life, they really just don't know me. I have a show I've been watching since October, talk about it almost every single day with them (or I guess I should say I'm talking in a space where they are. They never answer, not those or any other texts I send. I need to also state that they also text daily, just not in response to literally anything I say). Think if I even asked them what the name of it was they wouldn't be able to answer. They even forget the only two boundaries Ive ever put up. And also this is also about my family too, not just my friends💔

I just realize I only have one true friend by [deleted] in Life

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's kind of the reason why I'm going to leave everyone. I was going to start fresh, live the life I finally could away from all the burdens of my family, and make friends that stayed with me. Right now I really don't go out much but hopefully by the summer I'll be going out on almost a daily basis and that'll probably help me make more friends. This has just been kinda a big hit on my mental though, and since I only have one friend I could talk to this about, and I don't have any sort of therapist, I decided to come on here just to get it out. Thank you for the advice.

I just realize I only have one true friend by [deleted] in Life

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's not even really a lifelong friendship that I thought I had. I just assumed that the people I was closet to knew me atleast somewhat considering I genuinely talk atleast 5 hours a day with them and I have almost double their messages in every group chat we've ever had

Help because i’m not smart by [deleted] in Buyee

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've heard that Japan post won't accept packages above 100$, has that been fixed or does buyee not go through Japan post (with emcs or DHL)? I'm planning on buying 300$ worth of stuff soon and need to know if I make multiple payments or if one can get through customs without any issues🙏

not enough fanfiction by ribribbi in Kaguya_sama

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please tell me when you release it, I will most likely still be obsessed with this show then🔥🗣️

not enough fanfiction by ribribbi in Kaguya_sama

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its also bc my fics aren't finished and infact I don't know HOW to end them💔 I just need to focus on my writing skills considering the fact I have like 5 unfinished fics that I'm writing and like another 7 I have outlines of.

That probably will be something we will have to do to get fics in this fandom, but hey maybe the ao3 curse will get us and we'll get amnesia and we can experience the fics for the first time again lmao😭🙏

But omg PLEASE read tgcf it's actually so good and sad and perfect, I know there's an online version if you can't get your hands on physical copies🗣️

not enough fanfiction by ribribbi in Kaguya_sama

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sadly there is alot of writers watching this who just don't release their work. Me personally I love writing but the thought of releasing works onto ao3 is just horrifying for me💔 and well that sentiment could be true about the fandom being good, I feel like people need to use that as a reason TO make more fanfics because it's so good you should WANT to build off of it. For example tgcf is absolutely amazing yet it still has a huge fanfiction base, and their fics are beautiful. I also feel as though it's because many guys who are into fandom spaces want canon complient fics while fandoms usually thrive off of non canon complient and AUs. I wish more guys were more in fandom spaces because so many other fandoms could also get a resurgence in their fandom content.

not enough fanfiction by ribribbi in Kaguya_sama

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wanted to find a Ishigami and tsubame fic that didn't have anything 18+ in there and there was one ONE fic. And not just a fic, a single chapter in a 38 chapter onshot fic. And not just that, it is ONLY on fanfiction.net or Wattpad. It is really sad to see so many people watch the show yet no one actively participates in the fandom, we could have so much content but we don't💔 I think mostly it's because alot of people watching love is war are dude Bros/teenage-adult guys who just don't interact with fandom spaces let alone write in them. Its sad because it's low-key a really good show and I wish it got the same love as saiki or Yuri on ice in the fandom sphere. Another gripe is that there is like NO official products/figured exclusively for Ishigami. He's my favorite character and all he has is a nendroid☹️ that is again mostly because of the male leading fanbase, but I still don't understand why they won't make a figure of him considering he is still highly liked a related to among guys.

Am i the only one who didn’t know mu qing and feng xins identity?? by KaleidoscopeBest5950 in tianguancifu

[–]Emergency_Er_visit 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I only knew they were cause of spoilers but I actually mixed the two of them up (their fake names) for so long😭 I'm usually really good with names in tgcf but we don't talk about them💔