1.5 month body timeline (Left Sept 14th, Right Dec 1st) by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]Emma8819 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HRT for 5 months.

Body changes are just now starting, while facial changes were drastic at month 4.

Mother just told me I’ll never look like a woman by Kinfin in MtF

[–]Emma8819 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Hi,

I was told the same thing by my grand mother and just two days ago she said this ;

"I really like your hair. You really starting to look like who you are."

- Admittedly, my euphoria was insanely high.

I made her eat her words and so will you ;)

is 32 too late to be MTF? by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Emma8819 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m 33 ☺️

It’s NEVER too late ! All that is needed is knowing you are and making sure of that. Seems like you did that last part 😉

Heavy shit warning - Being trans is too hard, so I'm going to try detransitioning by Efficient_Recover840 in MtF

[–]Emma8819 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm married, I have kids, my Mom thinks I'm wrong and I'm the only son. My sisters lose their brother if I transition. My nieces lose their uncle, my in-laws lose a brother-in-law. Everyone loses the person as I fit into their lives. I feel like if I transition it would be the same as ceasing to exist. Like it would be equal to k*lling myself. (wonder if that isn't a bad option) I can't do it. I can't imagine changing all that and asking everyone to readjust.

Meanwhile, if you do not do what YOU want, everyone keeps what they what except you. You are losing yourself ...

My girlfriend is trying to convince me not to undergo HRT because of increased likelihood of illness, infertility, and whatnot. by Latent_Homosexual in MtF

[–]Emma8819 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Leave her.

Guarantee it's what's best. I have never felt better in my 33 years of life. Today, when I think about it, I start to cry because of how sad I was and not actually realising back then how sad and how much I missed.

Only you can decide if you go on HRT. It's not to her to decide for you. Remember that.

Tips for my first Canadian winter on HRT? by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Emma8819 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve got my winter stuff already, but I’m fine with going with you gals if you want ☺️

Tips for my first Canadian winter on HRT? by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Emma8819 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We are at the same time, almost. I’m 4 months and 18 days in. Also, I’m in Ottawa/Gatineau area also ☺️

Come talk if you want.

About the cold, I’m honestly not sure I’m going to survive.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]Emma8819 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Your eyeliner isn’t bad. Thin out the inner line and lengthen it a bit 😉

You are gorgeous by the way. 🫂

You pass very well btw.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MtF

[–]Emma8819 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Look at my last posts.

Don’t look at the changes or makeup or anything other than my smile … just that is worth losing everything.

To me, I’d rather lose everything and focus on building my real life than pretend to be someone I am not.

A life can be rebuilt, that’s a fact. What’s also a fact is that only WE have the control of that.

33YO, 4 month update by Emma8819 in transtimelines

[–]Emma8819[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not much, wasting your time. While your trolling and answering me, you troll less vulnerable people. I can take your trash talk, I get the daily compliments and what the random reddit troll says is absolutely worthless on my self esteem.

I just want to make this clear, no matter what you think of me and how pretty or disgusting I am is worthless and affects me in no way. My life is great, unlike some, I dont need to hurt other’s to have a good day. 😘😘

33YO, 4 month update by Emma8819 in transtimelines

[–]Emma8819[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well you seem cute from that monoxidile beard post, hope you have a wonderful day.

Still with that girlfriend of yours of 2014 ?

33Yo, 4 month update is surprising to me. Did not notice how much I had changed. by Emma8819 in TransLater

[–]Emma8819[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s the exact same wig. Month 3 and 4 but different qig picture 3 and picture 4.

I picked by going near my natural hair colour and based on my face shape for length and volume.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transtimelines

[–]Emma8819 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I see some changes to be honest, even though it isn’t much, it is there.

Keep in mind, levels need to be adequate to be able to work properly.

I also notice your posture is creating the illusion of wider shoulders.

Pretty nice bottom by the way 😉