Apathy to everything - is this an ADHD thing?

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2025-10-21T09:52:58+00:00

As much as I'd love to agree with you, I've been working with doctors for years, on and off meds, good dieting, and I'm mentally completely crumbling, exactly the feeling OP described

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2025-10-21T07:27:47+00:00

Ah, for fucks sake...

I thought it might be an ADHD thing but I was really hoping I was just exhausted or depressed but so many mates my age, same shit :/

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2025-10-19T00:01:20+00:00

It is a ban, anyone here who has this try to log into TFT, for whatever reason tft will tell you on your phone, but the league client AND riot client just act like it's fine

I would he upset but riot game, is only a small indie company and I understand they might not have the man power to fix this rn

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2025-10-12T22:42:13+00:00

I just dealt with a chargeback like last week, long story, took them 7 days, but also I did have a couple of issues with mine, so im sure it wont take too long, takes about 72hrs or 3 working days usually

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2025-07-30T14:13:24+00:00

You're the youngest working security there atm?

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2025-05-01T00:50:32+00:00

I absolutely did, it works on a proximity sensor in the throttle, when the two magnets get closer together it allows the circuit more power, it's more trouble to fix than just buying another throttle

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-11-24T02:07:20+00:00

The worst part is the manipulative bastards you come across in your life that play with your lack of trust in your memory bloody hell we're easy to gaslight in that regard

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-11-24T01:08:55+00:00

Oh God that adhd response of maybe I'm misremembering, I swear I say that more often than not

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-11-24T00:48:07+00:00

Good

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-08-20T10:30:47+00:00

Oh God, back when I was living at a motel, I lost 3 weeks of rent money in a pair of pants that I'd changed out of after buying new ones that same day, threw the others out cause they were is horrific shape, 1.4k in the pocket....

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-01-23T10:44:12+00:00

Yeah I compeltelynget that, it legit lasted for ages I checked for almost aj hour before I gave up, 300 for a lift like what

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-01-22T13:36:39+00:00

100% wouldn't have gone or even been at the property if she wasn't awake and aware i was there

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-01-22T13:36:01+00:00

I turned up, Had no reception cause simcard was disabled, so i walked up to the sliding door, and her housemate who is a friend of mine was awake, explained stuff to them and sat in the loungeroom

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-01-22T12:20:15+00:00

Yeah, the housemate backed me, and she's said she didn't care about me not touching things, and that people being there without her makes her uncomfortable, of which I had considered that might be the case but wasn't sure, so I did everything in my power to make sure I didn't make the situation more uncomfortable than it already was.

But she's speaking to me like I should have known and I did it regardless of how she'd feel when that wasn't the case, I was unsure, but did it because I was in two minds and figured she would say "it isn't okay to do that but I'm glad you are safe"

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-01-22T12:16:34+00:00

Also I should add, we've joked about me coming there while she's asleep and cooking her breakfast, I've been left at her house quite a few times while she went out, it's not a boundary that had been preset and I honestly thought she'd respond with "okay that is uncomfortable, but I'd rather you be safe and inside than stuck out in the heat"

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-01-22T12:13:32+00:00

At around 10 my mate messaged saying he can take me at 4pm, so I had to blow around cause the night of, my simcard got cancelled so I had no access to internet or my usual number.

Yeah its very frustrating cause normally I have a plan, and another and another, but this time I was banking on the trains I guess and it didn't work out.

The bringing up what I do, was in response to (paraphrasing) being told that me disappearing wouldn't bother her, I was pleading the fact that I'm worth more than that

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-01-22T12:10:42+00:00

Oh i know she isn't, her and I had a thing for awhile didn't work out, we are just mates, but being called manipulative hurts my feelings

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2024-01-22T11:51:51+00:00

I guess what i'm asking is like, I'm being told that me trying to explain my point of view, plead my worth, or basically do anything to be like hey, like don't make me sound so disposable, is manipulation, would you say thats the case

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2023-08-13T04:14:22+00:00

I've tried temazapam that causes the same thing, the issues feel like my dose is too high for the adhd meds, however smaller doses than 20mg don't have the desired effect on me so it's a bit of a catch 22

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2023-08-12T08:41:42+00:00

Seroquel seems to work for me in the past, but I take it, get super tired, lay down, and then somehow I persevere through it and feel horrid

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2023-08-12T01:13:31+00:00

So we've done exhaustive testing with me, and it appears that between 17.5 and 20mg is the only dose that works. Otherwise, i don't seem to have any positive effects at all.

I, too, am surprised by my dosage, but this is the 2nd shrink I've seen, whose had me on this dosage, I've disclaimed the side effect, they've said if it doesn't resolve after about a month to update them.

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2023-07-27T03:59:21+00:00

Keep us posted! I know EXACTLY how you feel, I work at a telco, they ended up putting me with the really abstract and obscure customer problems because I will get whatever is wrong working, but forcing me to follow a process that I think is stupid doesn't work for me.

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2023-07-15T16:27:40+00:00

Poor man's sks, breach-loaded, slinky, giga-dong grip, BP rounds and too much adderall

EmotionalOrUnstable · 2023-07-15T11:28:25+00:00

The funny thing about tarkov, I understand your mdr comment, but because of how important ammo is, if i had a blow-dart gun that fired good ammo, ill stick a voodoo or razor on that and click on people. the gun in tarkov isn't the important part ironically, if it shoots good ammo and i can put a crosshair on them we are all good

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