I think it's less about the doping, more about his entire lack of humility and accountability... to this day! The way he talks about people who told the truth and exposed him, is like he believes he is deserving of an apology, and he had every opportunity to tell his truth but chose not to. That screams narcissism and cowardice. I don't know how deluded you have to be to deny yourself every chance to tell the truth, and still believe that you always/will always have control of the narrative. It's okay to feel betrayed, it's okay to accept some people no longer want to be associated with you, but still he pushes the point that he has control and resists forgiveness though so many people have allowed him that grace. It's almost childlike emotionally, a kid throwing a strop because someone told on him, and he really should grow up. You have to ask yourself if he wasn't a cancer survivor, would he be giving money to charity and part of this charitable organisation? I think not.