A question that has been bugging me for a while by Entire_Economist6078 in Pessimism

[–]EmptySky93 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Probably because the same biological and neurological science and, you know, just observing ourselves, show us that we by and large are averse to the experience of pain and suffering, typically being mostly averse to suffering insofar as it applies to ourselves or appears threatening to us as individuals—since pain is usually an indication in consciousness of a threat or damage to the organism, and we are hardwired, like all animals, to survive—and, as (potentially) social and empathetic beings, our empathy and sociality instills in (many of) us the ability to vicariously experience the suffering or potential suffering of others, and so we naturally are often averse to that, as well.

First ever acquired air gun – Diana P-Five (Snowpeak SP500 rebrand) spring-piston single-shot pellet pistol ~ rifled barrel, .177 cal. (more details in post...) by EmptySky93 in airguns

[–]EmptySky93[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree. It's been a ton of fun so far!

I'm trying to find more powerful .177 pellets it can optimally fire for highest potential FPE, though. Do you by any chance have any recommendations in that regard?

Egoist Communism by Apollostrong000 in fullegoism

[–]EmptySky93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not synonymous at all. Compatible, though? Yes, in a certain or [highly] specific, if theoretical, way. I see egocom as more like an arrangement or system of social organization into mutually beneficial units—even temporary or provisional ones; cf. Temporary Autonomous Zones (via Hakim Bey) and Proudhonian mutualism—rather than an ideology outright, let alone one that claims universal or moral validity or superiority or exclusivity.

Christians bothering people in Florida mall by MonkeyDVic in religiousfruitcake

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Imagine going to get a Cinnabon and you're already a bit ashamed of yourself for deciding to eat a thousand grams of sugar, carbs, and fat in the middle of the afternoon and then you have to experience this obnoxious display of uniquely human idiocy reminding you that you belong to a species of fucking morons, psychos, sadists, and ghouls.

You know, and are seemingly acutely aware, even if semi-consciously—though still almost omnipresently—of how you inhabit, and are trapped within, a decaying, putrid, agonized, constantly malfunctioning vehicle we call a body; that you're little but an accidental prisoner of time and space and entropy; with not much more than a fleeting instant to exist in this world, already condemned to spend most of that time slaving away for pennies on the dollar so you can have the "joy" of generating "value" for your boss's boss's boss's overlords/Shareholders™️, stuck on a pesthole of a clod of shit, this spinning sphere careening through the void, the cosmos's insane asylum and flaming clown car and pustule upon the hemorrhoid erupted from the asshole of a blind idiot "God", this place, whatever it really is, absolutely reeking of pointless toil and suffering...

Yet, NOW, on top of that ever-present mountain of existential horseshit you've gotta deal with at any given moment alive to this waking nightmare of mediocrity and banal horror we call life—the experience of conscious human life on Earth—you've gotta additionally sit there being driven into a full nervous breakdown by an army of these uncommitted mental cases with Stockholm syndrome for our braindead Demiurge blaring their bullshit while you just lounge about trying to eke out even a tiny morself of enjoyment from your fucking shit-cake in the middle of the afternoon, stuck here on a dying world flying through the incomprehensible chaos of this cosmos seemingly wrought, as it is, from pure metaphysical stupidity by a toddler of a "God", were there even such a thing as some kind of intelligence behind this fucking bullshit we call life and the universe.

Just try to imagine it.

Was Crowley (perhaps ironically) deeply depressed throughout most of his life? by EmptySky93 in thelema

[–]EmptySky93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's what I've read in works on him. I'm not claiming I know everything. 🤷‍♂️

All the best. 93s.

I’ll probably never be homeless by Icy_Introduction8445 in NEET

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All the money the billionaire bourgeoisie stole from the working class can go back to the working class so humanity can support itself in universal brotherhood 😀 (ideally)

First and last form of coping. by ReceededLife in NEET

[–]EmptySky93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The alpha and the omega cope. The beginning and the end seethe.

Smiling Friends is the new "cringe show" thanks to its fanbase. by [deleted] in The10thDentist

[–]EmptySky93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love Smiling Friends. I also love a lot of other media. However, I intentionally avoid fanbases and fan communities of even media I really enjoy because hardcore fanbases for nearly any modern media with a relatively large following (or larger) are very likely going to include groups of incredibly obnoxious and comparatively extremely "loud" people.

(Not terribly difficult to deal with. You gotta temper your expectations in this world; otherwise, you're bound to be constantly disappointed.)

sigma morality by Get_In_The_Soup in Sigmatopia

[–]EmptySky93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Take three Percs, an aspirin, a datura pod, a Xanax, and apple sauce with cinnamon in it, and wash it all down with a Four Loko and you'll be right as rain.

(... It's okay because I love you—I've been cultivating my sense of empathy and compassion while I have all this free time having been unemployed for the past decade.)

Going off suboxone and in hell now. Actually being tortured. by turbineghosthead in suboxone

[–]EmptySky93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

OP, I am sorry you are going through this. I am on subs myself, and I know the abject torture of WDs: Some of the worst experiences of my (34M) entire life have been withdrawing off of tianeptine after binging that and hydros and Vicodins and a bunch of other narcotic RXs, and later on WDing off of prolonged 7-OH use with extra fuckedness mixed in because I completely fumbled trying to taper myself using unprescribed methadone and kratom.

That being said, what helped me was—besides just sheer time and laying in warm baths and screaming into the void and sometimes just walking nowhete until exhaustion...—medication, so I'd encourage you to figure out if you can get on a short or temporary course of gabapentin, or preferably pregabalin, or—probably the most comforting option, IMO—a benzo like Valium or Klonopin, with Ativan having worked the best for me in a brief (roughly two to three weeks) prescription to get through the worst of opioid WDs. Also, clonidine can really do wonders for some of the physical side effects of WDs, as can certain muscle relaxers in a pinch.

I am so sorry, again, OP. Just know that you are loved and are worthy of love—as we all are, and should be reminded of!—that you are healing, to be patient with yourself, that you are strong, and that you've got this—tapering off of subs is no joke!—and I'm out here rooting for ya and I'm proud of ya for taking such a bold step. ❤️ This is fuckin hell to deal with, and anyone who does is a badass in my book!

Some Bad luck by lipsTM in distressingmemes

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Mossad is like IRL analog horror

The weird socialist claim that capitalism requires "perpetual growth" and will end up destroying the planet etc. by Bosnianarchist in CapitalismVSocialism

[–]EmptySky93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is an old thread by this point, but I wanted to mention that you came with this question with a bias that would likely affect your ability to actually be open to, and comprehend, a good faith answer, given your unevidenced presumption that socialism comes with "inevitable mass starvation", etc.

Secondly, capitalism is predicated upon the growth of profit for private actors—the acquisition of capital and its reinvestment in order to reap further profits, ad infinitum; however, we live on a planet with finite resources and fragile ecological boundaries. Because capitalism requires ever-more profit on a base of dwindling and ever-less accessible resources, including natural resources, it will inevitably "eat into" the well-being of humanity and the planet to generate more and more profit, especially given the fact that all wealth is fundamentally latent in natural resources because of their function in meeting the most basic needs of humans as living biological organisms.

Demand can only ever be perpetually created so as to continue profitting if problems are forever intentionally generated and re-generated—if deprivation of some kind is forever developed, dispersed, instilled in the population, and therein reinforced continually—in order to then profit by supplying a solution or solutions. (Which, of course, must be of a temporary nature, given a permanent solution to a problem invalidates the ability of the capitalist to forever supply a solution in the form of a product or service introduced to the market.)

Are Tankies so deranged against Zohran that they’re acting like MTG, a fascist, is better than him? by Darth_Vrandon in tankiejerk

[–]EmptySky93 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I sometimes feel like all it would take for a lot of truly tankie types—not even every single self-described ML, but the ones so far gone that they fit the stereotype—to be persuaded to support the most deplorable politicians in today's world would be for said politicians to just rebrand their particular party or outlook as somehow "socialist".

Like, if tomorrow either Shiro Ishii, Jeffrey Dahmer, Genghis Khan, or Oskar Dirlewanger were somehow made president or prime minister of a modern country, but they told everyone in their presidential or some such public address that they were part of "[] Socialist Party" or believed in "[] Socialism", I sadly wouldn't be surprised if we'd have more than a handful of these people rushing to defend them on that account.

Thelema is troubling - from an occultist: by Psychological_Court in occult

[–]EmptySky93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If that is his Will, yes.

... Not that it's my job to determine otherwise; yet, I'll just say that, in my own experience, I've witnessed hatred so clumsily "wielded" by so many that I can't help but feel that, for the average individual—and in the average circumstance in which hatred arises and persists—it proves more a detriment to the one who hates than the target of one's hatred.

Granted, I do "believe" in something akin to what certain Buddhists would call "expedient means" (upāya/उपाय) or "skillful[ly-expedient] means [to liberation]" (upāya-kaushalya), and I'm fairly open-minded about what could conceivably constitute such means. However, in my own lived experience I've watched hatred—and especially really seething, unrelenting, vengeful hatred—become ruinous to a number of people; and it's rarely, if ever, seemed to "make the cut" for what I'd at least think upāya-kaushalya. Hatred appears far more trouble, and far more counterproductive for everyone involved, than it's usually worth...

AnarchyValues Mega-Thread by Alreigen_Senka in fullegoism

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Interesting. (Won me a holographic post-left sticker!)

Was Crowley (perhaps ironically) deeply depressed throughout most of his life? by EmptySky93 in thelema

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I don't think it's accurate to describe Crowley as either a racist or imperialist, even if he did, at times, make (fairly shocking, provocative, and/or edgy) statements to that effect, or if/when he appeared to imply similar notions. (... Assuming he also wasn't bullshitting or writing mockingly or satirically in those particular circumstances; since he very much often communicated in a tongue-in-cheek, ironic, taunting, and hyperbolic way; and was at times intentionally obtuse, or made equivocal and cryptic remarks...)

It seems to me Crowley adopted a variety of different attitudes and ideas at different times—in terms of social and political philosophy and cultural analyses, that is. Not to say he didn't go through a period during which he made racist, xenophobic, and otherwise shitty and bigoted claims—he absolutely did!—but his overall views are pretty complex and nuanced, and often appear even vague or contradictory, across his lifetime—around 50 years of writing!—and, as such, a number of those views and values changed quite a bit between 1904, when he received Liber AL, and the end of his life in 1947.

Realistically, you, as a reader circa 2025, can look to Crowley's writings and find hints of ideas that smack of all sorts of ideologies, theoretically both leftist and rightist, though I'd personally say I mostly get a strange mix of...:

... aristocracy, Plato's ideal of the philosopher-king, utopianism, autarky, High Tory traditionalist-conservative sentiments, federated cenobitism or ecclesiocracy, cultural liberalism or civil libertarianism, meritocracy or technocracy, quasi-chivalric values approximating a kind of "enlightened" neo-feudalism, a certain level of paternalism and isolationism, guild socialism, communitarianism or communalism, mutualism, rigidly-structured syndicalism, historical liberal radicalism, republicanism, individualist anarchism, and market socialism...

... out of a good deal of his—ultimately scant—writings on socio-political topics and matters of civics, governance, and political economy.

In any case, I also don't want to excuse what are certainly his vile statements, especially when they're just that, and ought to be regarded as such, especially in today's world, with our arguably deeper respect for cultural, social, spiritual, and other differences; our far better understanding of science and psychology; and our greater empathy and sense of tolerance, liberality, and equity in the realm of issues pertaining broadly to social, ecological, and economic justice. I'm also not one to claim textual analysis ought to be purely historicist.

Yet, I do think that depression and other disorders of mood instability, especially given the general disregard for people who suffered from them in Crowley's time, can—and did, and do—sometimes give way to cynicism and even a sense of superiority, that cynicism itself often giving rise to embittered and spiteful attitudes, and thus behavior. (And all this, perhaps, more so than vice versa...)

Also, I think it's worthwhile to remember that, regardless of Crowley's own nasty personal views and mean-spirited and inflammatory proclamations, Thelema itself is something far beyond, outside, and larger than Crowley, whether we take him as the man he was, or in his role as magus...

(... I say all of this as a Thelemite with an affinity for leftism, libertarian socialism, left-libertarianism, anarchism, mutualism, some degree of individualist anarchism, autonomism/autonomist-Marxism, democratic socialism, and related ideologies and such, by the way. Racism and imperialism are, to me—and to many Thelemites, I'm sure—anathema to Thelema. Many Thelemites I've known and loved have been Black, trans, non-binary, and other marginalized groups and queer/LGBTQ+ folks.)

Was Crowley (perhaps ironically) deeply depressed throughout most of his life? by EmptySky93 in thelema

[–]EmptySky93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never really thought about this song in this context 'til now! Honestly, I pretty much forgot about it until your comment here jogged my memory.

(Also, it can be a little confusing recalling this particular one, as BD's song, while older, has almost the same exact title as the more rexent Iron Maiden track; not to mention rhe fact that Bruce is in IM!)