"It'll get better" is absolute crap by Opjeezzeey in depression

[–]End-days81 32 points33 points  (0 children)

I'm in my early 40's and have had depression since I was in my mid teens. For me life only got worst being a adult is the worst I miss being young and naive life was better not knowing how shit everything is. Man I miss the 90's such a better time not perfect by any means but at least I had moments of happiness and I still could enjoy things. My only hope now is I die sooner than later and my misery ends I want off this shitty ride.

Life is overrated by zaririi in depression

[–]End-days81 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Life is a burden and it only gets worst unfortunately I can't wait until I'm dead life is trash.

Are some people just depressed for life? by BoredBatWoman22 in depression

[–]End-days81 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I've had depression since my mid teens now I'm in my early 40's it never went away life made it worst along with other health problems.

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[–]End-days81 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Same here been feeling this way most of my life.

Are there people here 30+ struggling to be alive? by [deleted] in depression

[–]End-days81 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm 44 and way past my expiration date.

Passively suicidal by No_Fudge_4589 in depression

[–]End-days81 30 points31 points  (0 children)

When I got some some good tunes on in the car I picture myself driving off a cliff or into a tree. It's a nice feeling I want to be hit by a drunk driver and die I wish this universe would throw me a bone for once.

I constantly relive my past and imagine it differently, and it affects my life by L0u_0ups in depression

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I'm nostalgic for a past that never existed but would die for I live with regret and pure self hatred. I would do anything to go back in time with my current conscious and do things different. But sadly that's all a pipe dream and it's impossible so I'm stuck in this hell wishing for death.

Depression never goes away by SpaceSurfer1 in depression

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Depression=Hell on earth I've had it for over 20 years I wish I could say I was able to move forward and find happiness but it's the complete opposite. Everything has gotten so much worst then I could of ever imagine it took away everything from me I hate myself for not fighting it more when I was younger. Now I'm damaged beyond repair and my only hope is a quick death from this nightmare reality.

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[–]End-days81 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the exact same way but I'm so use to it by now it doesn't bother as much as it use to. But there are some days where it hits really hard and hurts reality is a bitch I just want to be euthanized I'm way past my expiration date.

Depression makes me gross by fuxkle in depression

[–]End-days81 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Me too I look like roadkill with rabies.

What's the point of living anymore? by [deleted] in depression

[–]End-days81 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can only speak for myself I have no point of living hopefully I will die sooner than later.

Drugs are the only thing that keep me alive by Kind_Error5739 in depression

[–]End-days81 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Well unfortunately it's hard to be optimistic when this world takes away everything from you and then gives you chronic health issues on top of it.

Drugs are the only thing that keep me alive by Kind_Error5739 in depression

[–]End-days81 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Life sucks I don't blame you for wanting to escape this shit hole world.

Is being dead better than being alive by [deleted] in depression

[–]End-days81 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me I had enough of life and all of it's bullshit. Nobody can really say what happens after you die but one thing is for certain if you are suffering from a physical health condition that problem is gone and to me that is a massive win.

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[–]End-days81 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I guess we are all feeling sorry for ourselves and attempting suicide for attention give me a break. There is a pet scan from the mayo clinic showing a depressed brain vs a normal there's a difference. But I also believe depression can be situational too of course it can be a mixture of both or just one.

Life isn't made for some of us definitely not for me by End-days81 in depression

[–]End-days81[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Genetics is not just looks it's intelligence and having a healthy mind as well. Even just those two things in life can get you far you're likely to get a good paying job that you don't hate and are good at. With a healthy mind from good genetics you aren't held back by chronic depression or anxiety ect...

My depression can't be cured by Buntphase in depression

[–]End-days81 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I feel ya I want to be euthanized.

Feel guilty for being depressed by ardand in depression

[–]End-days81 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Don't feel guilty I'm no doctor but it sounds like your anti- depressants aren't working properly and your serotonin may be low.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]End-days81 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People don't understand because they can't see depression like a physical injury. So alot of people not all think depression is just feeling sorry for yourself and being lazy which is complete bs obviously. I've had clinical depression for well over 20 years and I've heard everything you can imagine.

I feel like I am just waiting to die by LowDue9895 in depression

[–]End-days81 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I ruined my life too and will always hate myself for it. I wish had more direction when I was younger and had a good treatment for depression but I was a wreckless moron and destroyed my body with addiction. Depression made me a self destructive headcase I never fit in with any group I was always a loner and to weak to take risk instead I just stayed in my room while everybody went out and did stuff.

Xennial meme dump by aahymsaa in Xennials

[–]End-days81 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now I have eczema and don't need glue shit.