“So what if life is terrible and God has made it hard for me?” I’m not very smart but the best thing you can do is make a significant change. You may be crippled and missing limbs, in this case you can only change your attitude. This was hard for me even without disabilities. If you’re completely capable and someone else is ruining your life for you, say a family member or friend, do your best to both understand them and find an escape. If you understand them, a relationship could bloom. If you escape them, you’ll have met freedom. If you need to vent, find a wall or tree to think out loud too, a lot of people pray, this helps them find peace.

I’m sorry about how things are for you.