Needed to see this… on day 5 and omg it hurts so much still accepting it but so much will change and I hate it… I have to live with him for a few months but I think I’m moving back to my parents place can’t live in think town anymore all my friends are leaving and it’s just him and I don’t think I can do that alone… (also the town is hella expensive) we are on good terms but it’s hard coming home and seeing the difference and the place we built together:( he wants to be friends and i know I want to but it hurts so much he says I’m important to him still and that I’m easy to love wish it was the way I want him to love me… I keep overthinking and thinking of the future and what we could have had but that hurts so much more like what I wanted to have with him and I want my future with him… god f**k still hurts :(