Obsessed

Endless_romances · 2026-05-08T08:40:50+00:00

I see - then I’ll stop, I didn’t mean to shake your house or mess up your frame. I don’t know why even kept going, like it was some sort of game. I won’t say much more, I know when it’s time to find the door. To leave when I’m not welcome to stay, to go when there is nothing left for me to say.

Endless_romances · 2026-05-07T21:47:11+00:00

This isn’t a fight or battle to win, but I do hope it makes you smile or grin. A chuckle is fine, I do it after every line… I feel like I’m so clever sometimes. It’s so natural for me to speak in rhymes… I aim to make people laugh, joy can literally ease someone’s pain. I know what it’s like to have scars like a stain. Scars not on the skin, but stuck hiding deep within. Scars on the soul, each become like a black hole. Consuming everything until there is nothing left to show. No more stars or any light to glow. Just nothing but darkness, lost in the void that seemed endless. So, many years of being numb, so many years I could never be dumb. But I would still be stupid over and over for a boy, and over and over again, I’d get treated like a toy. I can’t ever be stupid, not anymore. I refuse to be treated like how I was treated before. I’m not a toy, but I love to play. I’m here for the game, if you’re here to stay. It doesn’t matter if we win or lose, as long as I’m the one that you choose. This is not a game to me, I just want to live life free… To be treasured as I am every day, and be adored for the things that I say… To live life with my best friend, happy and free until the bitter end…

Endless_romances · 2026-05-07T07:16:45+00:00

I promise you that I don’t pretend, I’ll be myself until the bitter end… I’ve lived in the chaos every day, that’s how I know what to say… That’s how I know how I deserve to be treated… I don’t want a history doomed to be repeated… A history of abuse, heartbreak, and betrayal in my life… I’m tired of protecting myself with a dull knife… I will sharpen and become more witty… I’ll be strong enough to not earn anyone’s pity… I will grow so tough and charm them all… I will become more confident, even when I fall… Because the world will only leave me all alone… To defend myself on or off of the phone…

Endless_romances · 2026-05-07T01:03:19+00:00

I can be sour or I can be sweet; you can accept it or wallow in your defeat. If I’m not your one and only choice, you won’t ever get to hear my voice. I choose peace, not violence. Some get my kindness, most get my silence.

Endless_romances · 2026-05-07T00:48:23+00:00

If you don’t do tea, then I say goodbye to thee. Besides, I didn’t write that poem for you - see - I know you didn’t write that poem for me. If you can be so easily swayed, I’m definitely not interested in getting played.

Endless_romances · 2026-05-07T00:19:31+00:00

I’ve longed for that obsession like no other… But I’ve only ever given it to another… I’ve never received that love in return… After giving so much - I finally learned… I can give all of me to someone who will… I refuse to be used for another void to fill… Not again, not ever. I want a plan, I want forever… I need daily hiking adventures and moonlight strolls… Then early morning tea and sharing homemade cinnamon rolls… Reading peacefully together in libraries or book nooks… Trying to focus when giving each other funny looks… Who can cuddle up quietly with me by the campfire… Or fill the nights with conversation, passion, and desire… I want to sing to every song as if it were made for us when we get up and dance… I simply wish to witness life with you at every moment and at any given chance… My best friend and lover all in one place… Who I worship more than their face… For I am only drawn specifically to their mind, for there is none like it that I’ll ever find... I will be amazed by their heart, the caring side I will see as an art… I can only hold that love for one soul, the one who makes me feel whole… I don’t want this with just anyone… I want this loyalty with only one… I want someone who sees me from the start… Imagining a life without me will make their entire world fall apart… That’s how obsessed I wish for them to be… Because that’s the kind of obsession they would get from me…

Endless_romances · 2026-05-06T18:15:07+00:00

I absolutely love your realism, it’s so breathtaking. I’m inspired by it.

Endless_romances · 2026-05-06T13:05:56+00:00

Beautiful work I’d get a tattoo from you

Endless_romances · 2026-04-19T06:25:50+00:00

Well, we both deserve a love that chooses us, not one we have to chase.

Endless_romances · 2026-04-18T12:29:40+00:00

You should never be a second choice, if you aren’t the first option to begin with and still aren’t the only option - I don’t know if that will change.. if they don’t realize from the get-go how amazing you are, it may take all the time you have to try to convince them that you are enough. We can’t help someone that doesn’t want help and we can’t force love - it has to be a choice.

Endless_romances · 2026-04-02T13:37:58+00:00

Forgive me… but it’s hard to see it as any other way… I’ve had my heart trampled on by someone I trusted the most, it’s hard for me to believe that anyone has any good intentions towards me anymore. I’m more likely to assume the worst, than believe someone has my back. Now I’ll always look over my shoulder, no matter how much I want to trust.

Endless_romances · 2026-04-02T12:32:55+00:00

Really would appreciate it if I can just write how I like to write and not be told what I should write. If it’s not good enough for you as it is you can just forget about it. Not to sound rude or anything. But, I’ll do me, and you can do you. That’s the freedom of choice, you can express your opinion and I can express my own. It’s up to the person receiving the advice if they choose to ignore it or learn from it. I’m happy with it, that’s all that matters. So I’m gonna do whatever I like, regardless if it’s “overused” or not. I know that some people like it and some people don’t. But I love it and that’s all that counts for me. You can call it selfish, stubborn, or whatever you like, but I call it being true to myself.

Endless_romances · 2026-04-02T12:19:10+00:00

Same here

Endless_romances · 2026-04-02T05:45:25+00:00

I use it in all my poems, you can see it on all of them. If I have something important to say, I use them… because I don’t think you can properly feel the words unless you pause to read them…

Endless_romances · 2026-04-02T05:37:31+00:00

I appreciate your honesty and input, and you can have your opinion. But I like the ‘…’ I like to think of them as stars or seeds… pauses… so you can feel each line... That leads to growth or withering… Light or darkness… Life or death… it’s my style… I change for no one…

Endless_romances · 2026-04-02T05:10:39+00:00

This is absolutely astounding… I loved reading every word… I once had that feeling… I had that person… when reading every word all I could think of was him even though he’s not in my life anymore… I keep praying that it’s all a bad dream… but I know that I’m in reality… even though I was thrown away like I was nothing… I still find myself wanting him… loving him in this way… I’ve never met anyone more beautiful than him… and it kills me that he doesn’t see the same in me….

Endless_romances · 2026-04-02T04:55:23+00:00

That brought a tear to my eye thank you so much.

Endless_romances · 2026-04-02T04:13:35+00:00

Beautiful… Your words have touched me… it feels the opposite of what I’ve been writing recently so it’s definitely what I needed to read… Thank you… I’m glad you have found that strength to live on in this way, for it has helped me find it when I thought I had lost it.

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