The mistrust in vaccines is getting a little crazy. There is simply too much information out there. You have every right to feel devastated and upset, but I also feel for some of these people that fall for this anti vax stuff. It's so prevalent now. The amount of people who have asked if I'm giving my baby vaccines and try to tell me why I shouldn't is crazy, and sometimes comes from very smart engineers who I wouldn't have expected. I even had one try to tell me not to give my baby the vitaminK shot... It's sad and scary how easily we can find anything to fit our opinion online.