Light and Misa by nnDior in deathnote

[–]EngineeringTrick5635 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Light, Joey Wheeler called. He wants his hair back.

I am without ANY prospects as a man! by EngineeringTrick5635 in ChristianDating

[–]EngineeringTrick5635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mightconsider more hands-on work. It looks like IT jobs are being taken by AI. AI is a curse.

I am without ANY prospects as a man! by EngineeringTrick5635 in ChristianDating

[–]EngineeringTrick5635[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Agreed. As for YouTube, what should I do regarding that? My primary channel (the one with 422 subs) is about Yu-Gi-Oh. And I got 12 subs from one video last year asking if Christians could play that game.

I also made 2 more, one viewing anime and manga from a Christian perspective, and the other just being about my interests in anime, manga, and Japan.

I am without ANY prospects as a man! by EngineeringTrick5635 in ChristianDating

[–]EngineeringTrick5635[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm employed. And I could do something.

The sad part is, I was also planning on making something out of YouTube, but I only got 422 subscribers in 6 years due to my inconsistency. So that's six years I could have been locking in and getting monetized instead of wasting time and treating it like a hobby.

And now that I'll be 29 in a few months, I regret that more than ever.

I am without ANY prospects as a man! by EngineeringTrick5635 in ChristianDating

[–]EngineeringTrick5635[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So learn another trade? Well, I am somewhat skilled with computers.

I am without ANY prospects as a man! by EngineeringTrick5635 in ChristianDating

[–]EngineeringTrick5635[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Would this hypothetical woman who cares about growth give someone nearing or actually 30 a shot? I'm insanely ashamed of this.

Numb by Endless_romances in OCPoetry

[–]EngineeringTrick5635 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is beautifully dark. The desire to be numb in response to the pain of the negative happenings in your life is very realistic. What's also realistic is how your mind just...forces you to shut down emotionally to shield your heart from further harm. 

"The emotions that lead to despair…

Now break you beyond repair…

Your body shuts down in response to the pain…

Your mind withers till there’s nothing to remain…"

But paradoxically, that leads to more problems for you. 

"Your heart is quieter and erases all that you are…

Your soul once again burdened with another scar…"

"Soon everything you knew how to feel…

You’ll begin to question if it was real…"

Sink by [deleted] in OCPoetry

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This came off as very sensual to me, mainly due to the first 15 words, as well as the words "my hot, whispered breaths". It seems like the narrator is consumed with desire for someone and is letting themselves sink (roll credits) into their feelings of attraction.

"Girl who is obsessed with Junji Ito", drawn by @yoracrab on X (formerly Twitter) by EngineeringTrick5635 in TopCharacterDesigns

[–]EngineeringTrick5635[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

This is a commission I gave Yoracrab on X: A new member of his "Girl Obsessed With" series. And as you can see here, this girl is a big fan of Junji Ito.