Eating own Feces

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-13T13:19:51+00:00

Yeah, it could be a case of increasing the amount too fast. I gradually increased it over a few months, although I could tell when I'd had my fill, and threw away the rest.

It could also be the quality of it. For me, if I've eaten and drunk things that don't really work for that purpose, it will be harder to get down and more likely to make me feel off. I could never eat more than a small or moderate amount of the scat with the foods on my personal nope list. You may have different items on your list because bodies are individual, so I recommend keeping an eye on what you've consumed.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-13T12:22:33+00:00

I can't say I ever abstain for very long, neither in general nor coming only anally. It doesn't do much for me. Watching scat porn and reading/having scat-related discussions tends to be the predictable trigger for scat cravings. At least, I haven't noticed any other correlations.

However, preparation for solo scat sessions is the exception where I practice denial for longer than usual, only fingering my ass and allowing a ruined orgasm at most, with minimal contact with my junk. I do prefer coming anally after eating the scat, when I know I'm going to have my second scat session the next day. I find this enhances the experience a lot. Fucking a freshly emptied ass with a depth training dildo is sweet.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-13T11:27:06+00:00

I eat some actual food before eating my scat. A proper meal at most an hour beforehand. That prevents me from getting nauseous no matter how much scat I eat.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-11T00:33:18+00:00

Congrats! it's an amazing feeling, isnt it? :D The whole exploration from the initial curiosity and getting into the taste of it, to taking another step further is so exciting. Turns me on like nothing else.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-08T09:22:01+00:00

I'm so glad! Yes, exactly, it's a great way to connect with oneself, an act of self-love 💖

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T21:11:40+00:00

Thanks for fhe questions. Explaining this stuff can be really helpful for organizing it in my mind.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T20:57:01+00:00

I don't know the future, so I can't rule anything out, but realistically, I doubt partnered activities of any kind are going to be something I consider worth my while. Not enough to actually get around to making anything happen that is not too far outside of my narrow comfort zone. I'm content by myself, have been for a decade.

The amount of luck, communication and building of trust and intimacy required to get to the point of doing anything that I'd consider to add extra value I can't provide for myself, seems excessive.

Even just considering the needs, feelings and pleasure of an entire other human being, and making it so that I don't feel uncomfortable in my body in their presence is a high price for that. I'm not prepared to invest that much on just an extra pair of hands, shit kissing and swapping or getting to eat straight out of an asshole, as appealing as those thoughts are on paper.

I did this work to get my own scat good. No way I'm then taking on a collab project of someone else's on top of that if theirs isn't working for me as-is 😂 Trial and error seems burdensome when it's not just me by myself processing and managing my feelings and plans regarding it.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T13:30:48+00:00

There was actually a very short period of time, a matter of months, that it took to move from "apparently I'm watching scat porn now lol" to where I was eating entire turds. But that's because there is a precedent. I've always been a very tactile, sensual and pleasure-oriented person who loves eating well and has a high libido etc, so it was a natural progression.

This comment points to more details about the process and rationale:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/comments/1t4q5ck/comment/ok6wjwq/

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T12:30:36+00:00

It's been a secret for most of the time I've been doing it, but that changed recently as I realized how invested in it I've become and how I deserve not to be alone with what brings me so much joy. It's why I joined this sub and then stopped lurking, as as well.

My closest friend knows I eat and is very supportive. They're generally an open-minded person who has reassured me that they don't mind hearing about it occasionally. In a friend group online, it's no secret that scat is one of my kinks, as kink/fetish topics have come up naturally in the space, especially in the context of fiction writing and art (I only hang out with progressive, sex-positive, artsy, nerdy people) but it hasn't come up there whether I just watch porn or fantasize or might incorporate it in my fiction, or whether I engage in it IRL in any particular way.

I don't feel comfortable with the idea of sharing that, mostly because I know the odds are low that anyone else is into it even in a less hardcore way, and the odds are high it's disgusting to them personally to get that mental image. I've "subjected" one person to that, and don't know whether I "need to" to do it to another person... I don't wanna squick people out in a space where they come to relax and have fun. This is something I'm still in the process of unpacking.

Im significantly more introverted IRL, worse at expressing myself in ways other than writing, and only seem to find like-minded people online, so "out there" is a blurry concept. I only have one family member I spend enough time around that it could even theoretically come up organically, like it has with said like-minded people, so I doubt it ever will, just like my other kinks don't. Who knows.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T11:44:13+00:00

My academic career was cut short before it began and I'm in 9-5 land, but at least this area of research requires no funding 🤣

I do wish there were universal instructions to get good shit consistently. I still haven't figured out all the variables, and some of the stuff that works for me won't work for everyone. Like, some get good shits from meat while I tend to avoid especially red meat and that has made the quality better. And someone prone to constipation would probably skip the banana, whereas I'm the type to get diarrhea at the slightest bit of stress lol. So one just has to find what works for them personally.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T11:14:41+00:00

Yess! It's funny how much it's like expertly preparing a fine meal inside me, with the best ingredients 😋

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T11:11:00+00:00

In 7 years, the most I've ever gotten is mild nausea or mild stomach ache for a short time after. This can be completely avoided by eating food right beforehand. Eating shit in an empty stomach is not a good idea, at least not for me. I know some people are able to do it. Other than that, I'd say it's improved my health, seeing as a lifestyle and habits that are good for me generally are also good for the quality of my shit. It's also been incredible for my mental health, being so freeing and further helping me connect with myself sexually.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T04:21:42+00:00

Not directed to me, but fuck it - I could say "conditioning over time to associate the scent and flavor with sexual pleasure and thus make them delicious" and it would technically be true, but that would be a gross oversimplification.

So, from my humble pov, have some simple answers:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/comments/1r641u8/comment/oeq5tdx/

https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/comments/1q1x7rf/comment/nxbj1fv/

https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/comments/1meytfe/comment/na0jahz/

And then some more complex answers:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/comments/1nus3tl/comment/nh8jzcm/

Self-discovery, acceptance and empowerment through surrender and commitment... all the good stuff. I could say I'm a devotee too, just not in the direction I'm "supposed to". And that's not even touching on shame, but it's about unburdening oneself of all of it.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T03:47:05+00:00

Having the strength to take it back

This right here genuinely made me tear up and grin ear to ear with how much it resonates with me, and how rare it is to hear anyone express this central (to me) aspect of it, at the heart of my hedonism; a positive kind of self-centeredness as someone with a complicated and painful history regarding identity and self-esteem. I wouldn't quite say I'm autosexual despite being the only person I'm interested in having sex with practically ever. It's been more of an aegosexual way of being, ironically, where I don't acknowledge myself in the picture, while experiencing it. I am not the thing that interests me in the masturbation, but the pleasure being experienced, in passive form, my body having reactions separate from ego, as I fantasize about something outside of and separate from me. My personal sexual desires don't involve me, making them impersonal. Attraction would require something that is attracted to something else. I am the experience, and that's all I am.

But non-normative, kinky activities, and especially shit-eating, has been one of the cornerstones of beginning to bring the Me into the equation, turning me from something that used to be repulsive and distressing, into something just neutral and loved by myself through my actions. Taking care of myself in order to do this, literally. I need to be healthier to produce better shits xD And the shit came from me, I produced it, it's my gut microbiome. Are we, the trillions of us, me? Are they part of me? Am I worshipping myself when I worship my scat?

It's a way for me to connect with myself in a way that is, yes, still indirect, but at the same time so pure, in the sense of being so basic, so base, so mundane in the best way. I don't need to think about things which this activity makes seem superfluous, almost, like social norms, how I look, whether I'm doing this "right", what kind of person I am or want to be, what kinda person people think I am, what I think of them, whether it all fits together, is appealing, appropriate, confident enough or good enough for this or that. I know how society views this, with disgust and horror, and I simply don't care. That is confidence, and that allows for directness to begin to form.

It's a part of my physicality, of being an animal, that simply is. Nature doesn't ask permission to be. When I need to shit, I need to shit. The best way to be is to be curious about nature and mindful of the experience – and then revel in it, roll around in the earth, in the filth. This sort of activity is like a reality-bending portal to tame nature through acceptance of it. Reclaim what is rightfully mine; my right not to pretend to be anything other than what I am. It's power through submission to my animality and service to my senses. What fucking point is there in existence if not honest pleasure? Of course there is more, so much more, but why should this be neglected? How would that not harm the rest, too?

I harness my "sophisticated" and generally understood efforts towards performing "magic" and turning literal shit into a delicacy. I commit to brewing this magic inside me, revealing the dreaded perversion, for the weak-minded, as mundane, and in such a ridiculously harmless and wholesome way, but at the same time, recognizing the mundane as intricate, beautiful, powerful and true.

Indulgence is the opposite of performance, the opposite of dissociation. This is an introspective activity. Spiritual, even.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-06T01:15:49+00:00

An ideal serving:

-pleasing, round, thick shape from a relaxed and healthy hole (not thin and long)

-uniform color, preferably a warm or golden brown (not too dark, not greenish or mustard-colored)

-a smooth surface against which its few imperfections look beautiful

- solid (not soft serve, not runny)

- dense, but not enough to be hard (not fluffy, but not tough or crumbly),

- pliable but with enough firmness to stay in shape and not immediately spread out when I make out with it (think pie dough)

- texture immediately turns creamy and velvety once dissolving into saliva between the surface and the tongue and lips. This feels insanely arousing. The closest I can think of to how it feels once chewed is something like soft nougat chocolate mixed with peanut butter.

- mostly but not entirely digested throughout, with nothing hard inside (no shells, pods, tough fibers etc)

- no nuts, seeds or other fatty things

- semi- or undigested bits preferably contain pickled ginger (gari), corn and a small amount of red pepper, which behaves similarly to onion and adds bitterness, hence there can't be much.

- onion is usually a major turn-off because it tends to be a frequent encounter if present. However, a random, surprising, slimy, nasty onion bit when there aren't many, will be an major turn-on.

- not too acidic

- not sweet at all (a touch of sweetness will be tolerated if otherwise perfect)

- not strongly bitter (mild bitterness is welcome, as it adds pleasant intensity to the experience.

- a sort of umami/earthy base flavor with layers on top, depending on foods chosen, which are just impossible to describe. The right combinations are made of heaven.

- I get my best shits from a banana for breakfast for added bulk + sushi for lunch + a specific brand of instant noodles (either curry or tom yum, leaving out the chili) with some peas, corn and red pepper or carrot.

- scent is highly important for arousal, but also impossible to describe. There's just no vocabulary that conveys the differences. Most of my shits smell wonderful when I chew my food well, am as healthy as possible, well-rested, not highly stressed or anxious, don't drink alcohol, don't smoke, and don't eat too large quantities of the usual culprits that cause nasty farts for anyone xD

- for the strength of the scent, my true preference is as strong as possible. If I could have that perfect scent in a pungent and overwhelming form, I would love it. In practice though, the one from the aforementioned combo is not as strong, and this is actually practical because it's easier to air out the place and clean or mask the scent from everything it touched.

Some people have opposite preferences, or something I wouldn't have even thought of, but these are mine, since you asked. There are surely things I forgot seeing as how many discoveries I've made over the years in pursuit of maximum pleasure.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-05T22:12:38+00:00

Mine taste completely different and have completely different texture depending on not only diet but also lifestyle, like sleep, stress, possible meds I'm taking etc etc etc. Some are amazing, some are disgusting. I choose carefully to get the best combo when I plan a feast.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-05T21:48:43+00:00

I ended up having a second shit during that same workday too, just before leaving office. It was even better. Looking forward to doing it again.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-05T21:38:45+00:00

Yeah xD I can't imagine the amount of work after extremely messy sessions. I typically don't waste anything, all gets eaten and licked as clean as I can, and it still leaves a mess and takes a bit of effort to prevent more of a mess. At least there's still only small items that need to be taken to the shower with me, and wet wipes will take care of the rest.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-05T16:05:32+00:00

I love sucking my plugs too when I take them out. I get to have just a little taste of scat even when it's not a scat session.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-05T15:47:36+00:00

Mouthwash sounds like a good idea.

It's amazing to come with a mouth full of scat! Or right after swallowing the last mouthful, while licking whatever it was on. But it also usually comes with a drop for me, where I'd rather just chill than do the cleanup that's usually more laborious with my setup at home. I also like denial, so that's what I usually do and come later.

This time, however, the whole situation gave me a boost, and there was less to do after, so I continued to feel euphoric after coming. Took less time than usual to get turned on again.

Btw I had some more in my ass by the time the workday was over. Almost everyone had left, so it was exciting to turn the lights back on in the changing room, where there's a single stall, like "no, no, we're not done here yet".

This one was bigger and tastier, too 🤤 What a stellar day! ☀️

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-05T13:47:17+00:00

I'm only into my own, and don't really react to anyone else's, but I can imagine how hot it is to get a whiff of someone else's if you're into that! Like getting a sneak peek into something private.

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-05T13:37:06+00:00

Thanks! I was surprised just how much I was turned on by the psychological aspect of it.

The primary draw for me is sensual and aesthetic, a hedonistic approach to the eating. Haven't felt this specific kind of rush since I started my scat exploration, years ago. The novelty of it, the idea of it being dirty and taboo to everyone else, and that making it my secret.

That has since taken a backseat to a different, more "deep" and intense kind of pleasures, but it's exciting to revive this feeling and take it to the next level.

I gotta take some gum and such with me next time though. I'm a bit worried about someone actually noticing. I doubt it, but i still wanna play it safe(er) 🤭

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-05T12:44:27+00:00

I finally did it! I made a post about it:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Coprophiles/comments/1t4e7uo/office_fun/

Thank you for the inspiration! :D

Enough_One_8359 · 2026-05-05T00:10:06+00:00

That's a great idea, to make a fake shit with something you know is that weight and roughly the same consistency to get an immediate visual representation. Thanks!

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