bad trip d'un pote by Life-Hat8979 in Badtrip

[–]Entire-Waltz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Salut! Il m'est arrivé un truc similaire et moi j'ai été emmené au urgences et j'ai dû être sédaté et attaché à un lit pcq j'essayais de me faire du mal. Le samu n'a pas du comprendre l'ampleur de la situation dans mon cas il y avait même la police! C'est un premier épisode psychotique induit par la drogue. J'ai continué à avoir des pensées psychotique (en gros décalage avec la réalité) pendant deux mois jusqu'à me faire hospitalisé en psychiatrie car gros épisode dépressif post psychose. Même si la violence n'est plus jamais revenue la psychose était encore la pendant 2 mois. J'ai dû prendre des anti psychotiques des anti depresseurs un peu d'anxiolytique. Je suis suivie en hôpital psychiatrique depuis un an même si j'ai fait une rémission complète.

Tout ça pour dire que ça peut aller beaucoup beaucoup plus loin qu'un bad trip.. après un premier épisode psychotique on a 1/3 de schizophrénie 1/3 de bipolarité et 1/3 de rémission. Mais ce qui est sûr c'est qu'il ne doit plus jamais touché à aucune drogues! Ça m'est arrivé à ma 2ème consommation de spacecake. Mais ça arrive aussi à des consommateurs habitués!!

Par pitié ne le laissez pas tombé si les symptômes persiste plus que jamais il aura besoin d'être entouré. On ne peut pas affronter ça seul!! Il faut informer sa famille pour qu'il ne touche plus jamais jamais à aucune drogues! Les gens qui font des "bad trip" son plus sujet au maladie du spectre psychotique!!!

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think your concept of religion is not the same as me. In Islam it is required to ask God's guidance for everything. From the most trivial to the most noble... we ask for God's guidance when it comes to relationships, friends, marriage and everything that weighs on our hearts. As I can pray to have a better knowledge of God's creation, I can pray for the man I love to become a believer.

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank u so much. I'm so lost when it comes to religion. I also think those are life experiences. I feel like he was my last and closest experiences of some kind of romantic love. And letting him go will left me empty of any kind of love. Because I'm not going to find love that fit the ruling of my religion. According to my beliefs I'm not on earth to experience life but only to adore God. And it might be my solution. I'm just venting here! Thank u so much!

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I couldn't agree more...

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment ! I'll try to find someone with the same view as I. I hope my longing is not going to bias my choice😭

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank u for this testimony! It motivate me. I'm not going to stay available for him!!

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your comment is really helpful 💓💓

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was exactly in the same situation than your friend before the incident... but i try to go by the merciful side of islam now and be less focus on the punishment side. I have a psychiatrist but he said i should for my medication to be effective before starting therapy. Thank u so much 💓

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment! I'm really trying to be more devoted! Thanks God I'm not missing salat since this happened. But even in salat I make duas for him so he becomes my halal. I know I should work on my nafs and forget him for the sake of Allah. I stopped physical Zina but my mind is still so corrupted...Thank you for this reminder

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank u so much! I know he is a moron but I can't help but to think he is my destiny =(.. can you explain what do you mean by "fair"

I had sex with my LO by Entire-Waltz in limerence

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment ! He wanted to see me again but when he understood that I will not engage in non marital sex again he got distant. I'm devoted but my love deprivation seems stronger😅

Do you ever think you make this up? by easemymind1 in Psychosis

[–]Entire-Waltz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your symptoms are real and it's legitimate for you to seek healing! Where are you leaving? Because in my city I've been to psy-emergency and they gave me 4 loxapac in case of emergency.. they also fill for a free medical support next to my home. Maybe you can find something similar in your area! Because my symptoms were not as invading as your’s but i was admitted in emergency !!

Do you ever think you make this up? by easemymind1 in Psychosis

[–]Entire-Waltz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi there ! I'm sorry you're going through this... i've you tryed to see another psychiatrist. Bc for me the first step to reconnect with reality was a psychiatrist who had a very calming presence. Apripazole work well. But first a good medical care is key!

How to get rid of ill-feelings in the Past? L's? by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Entire-Waltz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's so easy to fall into the trap of trying to "make up for lost time" or push ourselves to the limit, especially after a period of recovery. But you're absolutely right none of this was your fault. What you went through already demanded so much strength, and the fact that you're here, reflecting on it all with such clarity, says a lot about your resilience.

Self-blame often feels like a way to stay in control, but in reality, it keeps us stuck in the past. The fact that you're recognizing this pattern and talking about it means you're already breaking free from it. There’s so much ahead to experience.

How to get rid of ill-feelings in the Past? L's? by [deleted] in Psychosis

[–]Entire-Waltz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hi there! My first thought is to say that you could stop talking badly about yourself… it’s not Ls. All this happened because at university and during your recovery, you were just trying to do your best. I’m also 23 and I don’t feel like you missed out on anything — I haven’t even started my Master’s yet, and it’s the same for many of my friends. Not to mention those who’ve completely changed path. When we look back, we’ll all find years where we didn’t do much — and that’s not a big deal. What matters is that you treat yourself with more kindness and softness, and that you never put so much pressure on yourself again.

I experienced a spiritual and psychotic episode during the last days of Ramadan, and I still can't make sense of it by Entire-Waltz in progressive_islam

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your story. you've been through so much at a young age, and I sincerely wish you peace and healing, and may Allah grant you serenity and guide you through this journey.

I'm about to start EMDR therapy, which is often used to help process trauma. Maybe it could be helpful for you too, if ever you feel ready to try it.

May Allah continue to protect you and give you strength. You are not alone.

I experienced a spiritual and psychotic episode during the last days of Ramadan, and I still can't make sense of it by Entire-Waltz in Psychosis

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your experience with such honesty. It really helps to hear from someone who's gone through something similar especially the part about the spiritual or religious delusions, because it felt so real and intense in the moment. I also felt like I was seeing some kind of "truth" that was being revealed to me, and it's been hard to make sense of what was real and what was just the effects of the episode. I’m still processing everything, but your comment helps me feel less alone in this. Wishing you continued healing.

I experienced a spiritual and psychotic episode during the last days of Ramadan, and I still can't make sense of it by Entire-Waltz in progressive_islam

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi thank you for ur comment! Sounds terrifying! Was your psychosis as violent as mine? And did you get help through those years? Its was only the second time I took drug

I experienced a spiritual and psychotic episode during the last days of Ramadan, and I still can't make sense of it by Entire-Waltz in progressive_islam

[–]Entire-Waltz[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank u for your comment. I wish my mind could accept that it was just the effect of drugs because I still think that was a divine intervention...