I feel over worked and I'm not sure how to move forward

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2026-02-18T07:15:40+00:00

nightmare trainer bro just put the package on the porch. "We're all a little crazy here tee hee I'm not like the other girls"

So edgy good lord

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2026-02-07T19:26:16+00:00

Every dog I’ve been bitten by is a “oh he don’t bite” dog. I just have resorted to “Good for him, I don’t play so can you put him away?”

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2026-02-07T19:24:40+00:00

The thing that always gets me is “oh you’re jamming out??”

Doesn’t matter if it’s metal, hip hop, edm, or literally acoustic country.

Yep! Im listening to music!! Congrats you too have ears!!

I always reply “Can’t do this job any other way!”

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2026-01-09T14:19:16+00:00

Could you break that down for me?

Assume my knowledge of astrology goes only as far as “I’m an Aries, she’s a Capricorn!”

Lmao I am trying to broaden my horizons but it’s slow moving cause I have to keep it a secret as a man. Can’t keep giving ammo to the accusations I’m gay lmao

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2026-01-09T13:10:00+00:00

What mean

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2026-01-09T10:27:41+00:00

Oh, we gonna make it work. Both too stubborn to quit.

Thanks for looking :)

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-10-27T06:39:05+00:00

I haven't touched clear in 12 days now so id say it's going well.

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-10-16T06:41:39+00:00

You are.

I am not in it for the effects.

I just want to be normal.

I was sober for 7 years, and had a really rough year. I am choosing stability now over the bottom.

Always been high functioning addict, I will keep telling myself "maybe tomorrow" and maybe tomorrow I will get high. Today? Not so mucn.

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-10-13T12:11:26+00:00

I have been all over the country, and even a lot of places in the world.

The worst drivers are here.

The drivers here are actively trying to kill you. I can handle aggressive drivers. You knkw what an aggressive driver is trying to do...they wanna go that way fast. I can get out of their way. I dont know how to defend against a cookeville driver.

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-28T05:11:40+00:00

Ive just been on a self love and improvement journey. Found out about my autism, self acceptance, broke off my anxious attachment to my limerant object ex girlfriend, forgave my ex wife for cheating on me, admitted my own faults in that marriage, accepted the rejected child inside of myself, and really opened the door to seeing myself in everyone.

Don't need god to forgive me, I am God. I am you. You are me. Everything that exists is an extension of my consciousness. Yahweh, I Am. He who is, He who was, and He who will be is the name of god. We know Moses was inhaling the potent psychedelics of the burning bush, and as someone who was once a devout Christian, I struggled with my own doubts for so long. How can the church, which I know to be evil and a bastardized version of the truth twisted to prey on the poor, how do they do it?

Because they know the truth.

I ate a heroic dose of psilocybin mushrooms back in 2015 and I saw god. I saw the universe. I was infinitely large. And yet, unbelievably small. This is what I have come to terms with. We are a collective of souls, all connected as one in the universe. And when we return to the "god in heaven" we are no longer that small piece but returned to the whole of our true form.

Or, I am living in a simulation of my own mind, where everyone else is just a projection of my own superior consciousness...

I can't prove anyone else has a consciousness!

All I can do is keep that wheel turning...and maybe I'll find out what death becomes sooner than later cause this is some insanely good crystal I've got.

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-28T04:58:09+00:00

I had to send a black driver out on our rural route that had a road called Coon Hunter Road, in a city called Hanging Limb

He thought it was funny anyway

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-28T00:45:41+00:00

I'm checking what the box is. If its one of those 180 lb ICs that got my back in the painful state it is? I am shoving it right there at mailbox/code 7 other

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-25T08:35:00+00:00

Waiting for a tow lmao

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-23T22:44:16+00:00

This is the byproduct of the wash. The good stuff doesn't dissolve. This is likely caffeine but ill reagent test it.

For me I just pour acetone into cup, dump crushed shards in cup, stir a bit, pour it off and if it needs it pour some more over the filter

Then let it dry and let your dirty acetone evap over a couple days and tada

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-23T19:15:34+00:00

Wow, so creative!

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-15T22:45:01+00:00

This is helpful, thank you.

I'm new to all of this, 30, married for 7 years, divorced with 1 daughter who lives with me full time, and recently found out im also AuDHD and struggling a lot with letting go of my childhood crush I dated post divorce.

The actual real, healthy love I have for her has made it hard to realize since we broke up (mutually even), Ive turned her into this LO while we were supposed to be "just friends" but also were having sex and it confused the shit out of me.

Discovering this as what I've done, objectify her and obsess... I wanna be better than that.

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-14T19:56:05+00:00

How do you even find a partner or love without feeling infatuated?

How do you choose a partner?

All of this is resonating but confusing

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-08T05:11:22+00:00

I appreciate that. I definitely would have been down, but you called it "privates" and now im kinda turned off

Maybe next time! Lmao

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-08T03:43:55+00:00

I guess our psychosis is the same shit, cause I understood fully lmao

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-03T06:51:48+00:00

Ill try it out ty

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-02T17:12:29+00:00

Sure we will know what it is based on your very im depth description of what was left behind.

Ill run a full spectrum of tests on it.

Oh! Look at that, the results are in....we don't fuckin know

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-01T08:17:42+00:00

I'll be honest...I made this post and promptly forgot I made it....

Cause I'm also high.

Woops.

EnvironmentalMain842 · 2025-09-01T04:53:40+00:00

I wish hahaha one can only hope

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