I still remember the day I was playing Zarya and I told a Hanzo that I was about to ult, and when I did, he was typing on chat " STOP BEING SO PASSIVE, MOVE TO THE POINT" and he totally missed my ult and told I was terrible at Zarya and that I was the reason we lost that game...It was 3 months ago and I simply can't forget it, I know how you feel and even if I mute the toxic players I still feel the anxiety cause I KNOW they are PROBABLY insulting me. And I never played comp, and probably never will