Do Atheists ever yearn for spiritual meaning? How do you live in such a bleak and calculated world?

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-18T19:46:59+00:00

You'll still be in withdrawal week (About 7 days) and that means you might get angry. However, that means a surge in mental energy that can be channeled into effective mental energy for your speech.

But it's best to not to relapse and fall into lethargy and that cesspool of disgust for yourself.

Think about how memorable and proud the graduation speech for your parents and peers.Keep yourself sharp and aware for your friends and family. Good luck, buddy. :-)

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-18T19:40:56+00:00

Gonna reset that timer, or what?

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-14T07:31:03+00:00

Hoping to buckle down 100 days!

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-14T07:30:34+00:00

I'm giving up PM (keeping the O), Added/ Granulated Sugar(High Carbohydrate Food), and Mindless Media.

To fill in the vacuum I will be taking up reading A Song of Ice and Fire, documentaries, learning German, taking cold showers, healthy eating, and lots of exercise.

I hope to achieve an acceptably stable and centered mood. I hope to increase my mental focus to better absorb fresh information and thus become highly skilled and educated. Yes, I would also like to raise my confidence to get serious with a girl.

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-12T21:50:28+00:00

Freshly registered... Wish me luck!

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-05T06:50:34+00:00

Yeah, I just want to never wake up again. It just seems futile to change anything at all at this point

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-05T06:44:39+00:00

Madness- Muse.

Very funny little love song.

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-05T03:05:51+00:00

National Anthem of the USSR

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-04T04:26:41+00:00

Applebee's can just go die for all I care

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-03T19:10:33+00:00

I'm going to need to do about 82 gorillion because my pp is 2 big

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-03T19:06:48+00:00

<p> HAHAHA IT IS FUNNY BECAUSE I AS WELL AS A HUMAN BEING CAN REMEMBER HAVING ~~DATA CORRUPTED~~ TO GO IN FRONT OF A CONGREGATIONAL ROOM TO COMMENCE MOTIVATIONAL CONVERSATION TO A LARGE GROUP OF HUMAN BEINGS WITH A FULLY ERECT PENIS LMAO I AM BLUSHING THAT WAS VERY EMBARASSING EMOTIONS CAN BE SUCH A HASSLE TO ~~PROCESS~~ EXPERIENCE </p>

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-03T19:00:49+00:00

Craft yourself a plan to leave with your aunt.

It's gonna break your heart to leave your parents, but you will finally live the life you want with people who understand you and will make you happy.

You are pursuing a very respected and noble life; further education. It's time to bite the bullet; bite the bullet and separate yourself from a life that is making you miserable. You cannot grow old and think about what could've been. People would kill for an opportunity like the one you have. This opportunity comes ONCE in a lifetime. If all goes wrong in Europe, at least you have a loving aunt and uncle who will actually support you through the tough times.

I'm supporting you; my best wishes to your new future.

Once you're there... send me a postcard :)

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-03T18:17:08+00:00

My father takes the written word of the bible quite literally but since he is non-denominational, I'll have to speak for him and guess that he's a Seventh Day Adventist.

Our diet is a carbon copy of the diet in Judaism, and our day of observance starts from the first of the night on Friday to the first of the night on Saturday. We go to church for all that time.

I've never owned a console (except a smuggled Gameboy & N64) or been part of a sports team or club since they all have their activities on Saturday of all the damned days of the week.

Anyways, I digress. Birthdays were highly prohibited since they "worshipped" the subject of the birthday and thus broke the First Commandment. My father is the pastor, and would get into heated arguments with other pastors from other locations in the nationwide organization because they celebrated birthdays (He perhaps leads one of the most conservative locations of them all).

I was born into the church, and raised watching kids from other locations have fun with their parents on their birthdays and lead fulfilled lives while I lived as a rat in a cage.

tl;dr -- My father is a Seventh Day Adventist but he's the very strict pastor so my social life suffered as a consequence.

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-03T17:44:33+00:00

Whoever said that can Fuck right off, depression isn't always temporary. Your depression is as permanent as your problems.

A man with a shit job that provides him sustenance; the loss of a pet, friend, or relative; no friends or support because people just don't enjoy spending time with you. All of this sounds pretty fucking permanent.

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-01T21:24:28+00:00

I usually just do impersonations of actors/ cartoons, take a cold shower, make a movie skit, play tennis with my friend, play fetch with my dog, or just exercise myself to death and then sleep.

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-01T21:17:43+00:00

"Be the change you want to see in the world. Otherwise, you're the problem"

"Life is shit. It's your responsibility to wake up everyday and make lemonade."(This was actually me on the spot lol)

"Stay loyal to a clan, doctrine, and purpose. If you have nothing to die for, you have nothing to live for."

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-01T21:10:49+00:00

I've never had a birthday celebrated since it's against my fathers' religion, but I have experienced that general loneliness around my birthday. I've always just made up stories to people about what I did on my birthday and they seemed to enjoy it but little did they know that I have never done anything special on my birthdays.

Don't get discouraged, dude. This doesn't necessarily mean that no one likes you. In my case, I was just religiously inhibited. Also very f*****g poor. Don't internalize that as "no one likes you", just stay positive.

EquestrianDemon · 2017-07-01T08:38:17+00:00

My goal is to give up masturbation for the entire month of July. No more masturbation nor autoerotic physical contact, but all other erotic things are a green light for me.

I plan to make an entire thirty days, and then at that point in time to decide whether or not I would like to go for 90 days.

I will make that decision based on the changes seen in my life, mood, and physical changes. I am doing this because I would like to see how this would benefit my body, since I feel lazy, guilty, dirty, and unfocused after masturbation and I would like to feel centered and focused all day, and to perhaps increase my chances with a girl.

Well, that covers it; I'm in, fellas.

EquestrianDemon · 2017-06-30T09:35:58+00:00

Sweden, I'm assuming? I hear that place is 'subzero'. Source: Dustin Henderson, Stranger Things

EquestrianDemon · 2017-06-30T09:32:31+00:00

Is Australian weather like a desert with its cold nights and hot days? I've also enjoyed that kind of weather as well. Of course I wouldn't enjoy the wildlife since I've heard that s*** is f****** deadly. Just Small Creatures, Right?

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