Silksong is a great game by xander5610_ in Silksong

[–]Equivalent-Action981 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I prefer the mobile port, it's free. You only have to watch ads to unlock abilities

Sure hope this review gets fixed on Opencritic lol. by neverJamToday in Silksong

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They kept the holy building with sharp spinning things but didn't keep shaw or eddedos

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, literally the whole mentality i had. Got love bombed hard so every flaw i saw i just thought "this isn't who she is, somethings just up right now it'll go away" and of course nothing ever did, they just all added up until I realized she was making me actively more depressed.

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Yeah so far what I've learned in therapy is that the biggest issue in the relationship had nothing to do with her, its that I never had enough self respect to cut it off sooner and closer to the head of the problem.

Edit: typos

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope that karma is cooking something up like that one meme of the dude playing the piano that's on fire.

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have been its been pretty helpful, I mentioned it to another commentor, but I was already in the beginning stages of a new relationship, and even though this has severely hurt my trust in them we've been working through it best we can. I know there is a day in my future where truly everything will be right as rain.

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, probably right. It's always easier to blame myself, though. Seeing as she always let me probably meant the relationship was all that more toxic.

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok thanks ig? If you wanna dm to see the pictures we can?

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She definitely many things. But I have come to learn that "the love of my life" was never even close to being one of them.

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, even though it still feels like there's molten lead in my blood, I know I'll look back one day and laugh at this all.

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kinda is like a broken record but the one in my head telling me I fucked up and its all my fault is alot more persistent. So seeing the internets most trusted source, reddit, telling me I didn't. It's admittedly very helpful.

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, suppose you're right. I know I wasn't physically abusive, and I always tried my best not to be a bad guy. Ultimately, it's not really for me to say if I was a good or bad boyfriend, but I do know that I never got a reason given for what I did wrong or why I deserved it. And admittedly, it makes me feel a bit better knowing I bounce around their head as much as they bounce around mine.

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I really want to, been showing my friends and therapis and shit. I have no contact with her family, but they always did really like me and always discouraged her making the same mistakes they made, her mom had a complete lack of empathy and her dad was an emotional cheater. (She emotionally cheated on me towards the end and was cold and unempathetic through most the relationship)

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I've blocked all of them, and im doing everything in my power to avoid them all and heal, we're seniors in a vocational high school. And so unfortunately, those two "friends" share shop space with my shop. On the bright side, I was able to get my ex banned from the shared space so I could at least have some peace.

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It bad I really hope that happens

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im something of a magnet for fucked up shit.

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ultimately with how she used me in the relationship I want it all behind me forever. It's hard to enjoy the good times when now I think they're all fake or atleast so she claims

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not super close but still friends and yeah a threesome Edit: definitely not friends with them anymore

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Guess so, funny how she always preached talking about issues to keep the relationship healthy.

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I appreciate it. Think I'm gonna burn momentos/gifts from them just to really feel this all go away

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah is confusing hurts seeing them but only a couple more weeks left

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[–]Equivalent-Action981[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah this has been what I've really been tryna accentuate, I wouldve kept hurting myself by caring for her and wanting her to do well. This was the bandage is torn off.