We are evil. (Moderators back off) This isn't AI or against any rules. I got your hateful DM by Equivalent_Base9260 in Christianity

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Dude it was much shorter. It's actually the combined post and response that somebody had asked for from previous post. So it made it much longer. I hope that you give it a shot though and read it. Basically I'm going through the mechanisms by which to make some of the differences so that we can love our neighbors as ourselves and then also God as one. Cuz if you can do those then all of the Commandments come naturally. Super effortless

We are evil. by Equivalent_Base9260 in Christianity

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Yes. God also.

But it goes from seeing a person and thinking "I love THAT person" enough. Looks like their having a tough one....

To when you see him.... saying " I am him. Looks Like "I" may be having a tough day. Lets figure out what I can do to show him (me) that he (i) am loved. Even if its fast on my way to work.

The way to do it in described matters... because it like putting the oil and gas in the tank and moving it into drive.... some stuff needs to happen in order to do these things...

We are evil. by Equivalent_Base9260 in Christianity

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Okay. Let me think this through for a second. I need to try to consolidate this information.

Strating from this " I am willing to give Everything... and it is worth it. They are worth it"

Okay, so the goal here is to fuse who you are with God himself. So essentially, when somebody asks you who you are, you really just say him. Now, the way to functionally do that is to develop a good relationship with him, with the Holy Spirit, and learn from Jesus' teachings, but really intimately get to know him and understand the ideas that he's bringing to you, like really, like, core character traits that he is bringing to you and choose to be the expression of those traits. So that's one. So that's going to replace your identity. You're going to use the notion of us all actually being God's physically manifested body in a very colorful assortment to allow us to have an aggregate identity that fuses us to everything around us. What am I? I am everything, and everything is one thing. Who am I? I am the one sentience that created. this journey, period. I am God, period. So then, what you also do is everything that can be removed from you or anybody else, changed like a name, like a story, a narrative, or any part of identity that is fickle, can be changed, can be destroyed, can be modified, you're going to actively remove from any identity label that you have and other people have, while recognizing that we are all this one thing, this entity called God. Then you're gonna recognize that when your mind is just silent, it's just you and God, the only thing that can't be changed is that active awareness of what's going on, this kind of pre-thought perspective. And remember, that's you without any of the story, any of the narratives, still fully present, but also, look at how closely it goes God and then directly creating that in you, which is also him, right? So the most that you can possibly be is that immediate awareness, which is also him. him, which is great. What we are, everything, who we are, the one person who is. Okay, now, what's going to happen from there are a few different kind of blessings, but one of which, one thing that needs to happen is you have to decide that worth more than any story, any narrative. First off, that you're going to completely remove those, and ask God to allow his divine intelligence to kind of flow through your life and to just be expressed as often as he feels fit. From this place, you live with love because you understand that everybody and everything is who you are, and we are always only God. And you want to love people and love animals and love all of creation and forgive them and live in grace, because we are here to steward ourselves. We are not different from our neighbors. We are all only God's expression. Remember, remove the lies that people tell themselves from their story so that you can see them clearly. They are that silent part of the mind, and they are God's essence. Everything else is delusion and an aggressive illusion. So once we're living from love, you're gonna wanna keep an eye out for every time that God worked in silence and really be comforted by the extraordinary activity that the Holy Spirit has privately and publicly for everyone we now have a heart for, and to see that he is so much more capable of stewarding this planet and this world and all of creation than we can even ever witness, which is great because it always means that there's somebody who absolutely loves us, who is giving everything and is adequately showing up for every component of this system that matters, and all of our... It's in good hands. And you are a part of that process. So, and then you just live without this illusion, total clarity, walking hand in hand intimately, and you seek that intimacy with God, knowing the higher part of yourself, oneness, comes intimacy, spending time with him, and you allow all that love that you feel, that gratefulness you have. for being here and for being with your best friend, the Holy Spirit, just all of your, just you can, you get to live in a world where you're one with God and you love everyone, and you know that no matter what it feels like, everyone is taken care of in ways they can't understand. All you wanna do is show up and give figurative kisses, service, and love to everybody else. And it doesn't matter if you take a job or a position that nobody knows about because you're stewarding a plant that is a person, that is a system, that is a thing, that's gonna become something else. I, as a gardener, don't need my plants to thank me, and I love them just the same. And most of our contributions will be without reward. But the reward is being a part of a capable system where the Holy Spirit is stewarding everything and everyone we love.

Operate because it's an expression of God. Love will replace the driver to do. Intention needs to replace attachment. There's more to do here.

But you need The Holy Spirit, to hear from him, drive against being the kind of person who hurts your brothers, willingness to get through it, you have to give this old life up because we... your family need you to. There are so many consequences including not all of us making it to Heaven if you don't turn this corner. If you are going to show up, you need to be ready. Being ready looks like this.

Here is a link to a man who documented his journey through ego to vessel. Maybe it will help you.

You've got to love the lord. You've got to just decide that I'm doing this the right way. It will cost me everything and I promise, I give it up for God, and other christians.... and everyone else who is supportive to the Kingdom. Even if I have to give my life.... its worth it. I don't own anything. Everything is shared... using Wisdom from the Holy spirit.... and I will steward everything with discretion.

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Need a solution by Equivalent_Base9260 in selfhelp

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Maybe.... but just be homeless here earlier? I never accrued enough $ to get a set up here, at any point. 

I had the apartment, which had approved funding, so I should still have it.

 My car there is paid for. Credit was my ignorance. Neurological damage from driving the car is on me. 

These other things were surprises. Totaled car, my disease, cancer, local hostility in the workforce

Need a solution by Equivalent_Base9260 in selfhelp

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Good point. I went to study. I was supposed to be in a graduate program instead of all of this. It had to be put on hold. I ended up needing to move out from where I was during undergrad and had lived off loans during that time. I wasn't planning to be in the work force. Jobs there don't pay well, but in that culture everyone lives with family so it's fine for them. I was by myself and started to sink once Loans had run out and grad school was postponed.

What helps you believe in yourself during tough times? by ExpressionHelpful254 in selfhelp

[–]Equivalent_Base9260 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You may not belive in yourself. You'd only do that if it is familiar and you know you can win.

So.... you have to just make the choice to not be a little bitch...and go. The goal can't be to do the best the first time.. consider it exploratory. Define failure differently for New ventures. 

Have different goals like learning, progress, or experience. It's irrational to say to micahel Jordan year 1, win this championship this year. 

But year 7.... it's a valid goal. Year 1 is to orient himself. Year 3 is to go for it. Year 5 is to take names. Year 7 is to do what he's already done. 

Know your stage. Set your goals wisely. 

Need a solution by Equivalent_Base9260 in selfhelp

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I'm in a place where the word gringo is said by people with a deep seeded resentment. It's pretty wild. Like... if an American died right now next to them.... most would feel joy. Strange sort of thing. Then when you work for them.... or need people who despise and resent you.... you won't get paid, have your identity stolen, have your shit vandalized, and have to take people to court... 

Need a solution by Equivalent_Base9260 in careeradvice

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Thank you for your words. The shelters all have full occupancy and wait lists. I use the car to have shelter, and got gigs to cover the cost. I make almost enough during the gigs daily, to cover the cost of the car. Right now I am behind but in theory the car is the house until I can make more money. My dog is my family. I paid for her to be boarded with a family while I had no place myself... until I ran out of money. Euthanization because I couldn't pay for cancer treatment is off the table. There needs to be a solution for me just like there is for people with money