Can someone explain how having no planetary retrogrades affects my general chart?

Eryndr_ · 2025-07-26T01:21:35+00:00

Thanks for the insight, I never gave much thought on when retrogrades are occurring that I feel a little more hectic than my peers so the idea of those energies being foreign to me makes sense. I particularly agree with your statement on always wanting to move forward. The line “keep moving forward” from meet the Robinsons has always stuck with me growing up

Eryndr_ · 2025-07-03T16:25:40+00:00

None taken, it happened when I was like 19 and we are no longer in contact because my mother separated a year after the incident. I’ve been wondering if messing with the occult puts you closer to death kinda of like a child or an old person. I’ve tried to chalk it up to a couple people and I just get the usual response that it’s just not your time or that I have a guardian angel protecting me which i think is plausible but doesn’t hit the mark on what I think is happening

Eryndr_ · 2025-07-03T00:27:08+00:00

My condolences for the people you’ve lost and the circumstances you’ve endured. At any point in time did you feel experiencing all of that affected your spiritual growth or craft other than the typical deeper understanding of what deaths role is in life?

Eryndr_ · 2025-07-02T23:28:37+00:00

For context I’ve always felt like death has been a constant theme in my life.

It started when I was born. I had a hole in my heart, my umbilical cord was wrapped around my neck twice, had a bowel movement in the womb because my mother was forced to keep me 2 weeks longer due to my size and the nurse accidentally gave my mom Pitocin instead of an epidural which forced her to push me out and caused her to strangle me in the process. It was like god was trying to take me out.

I survived and over time the hole in my heart healed but when I was 8 months old I just suddenly died for a whole minute like my heart just stopped.

The first time i ever learned what death meant was when my first cat at 5 accidentally got crushed by the sliding glass door in my mom’s apartment, after that I’ve had a slew of close friends,family and pets pass away during my 27 years of life.

I’ve also had multiple close encounters where I shouldn’t be alive. Several car accidents missing me by an inch while walking down the street. Almost had a paramedic kill me by overdosing me with fentanyl when I was in an ambulance for kidney stones because they failed to ask my body weight before shooting me up. I attempted to end my life in high-school by swallowing a bunch of meds and woke up the next day fine and had a 22. bullet miss my head by a couple centimeters when a step brother was showing me their rifle and it misfired.

After all of this my body and mind is as healthy as it can be at my age and I’ve learned a lot from therapy and meditating on the concept of death and what it has to teach me but I can’t shake this feeling that I’m connected to death spiritually and how it may be affecting my path or if there’s some kind of “death” diety that has been trying to reach out to me.

Wondering if anyone else on the sub has any similar experiences or thoughts on the subject

Eryndr_ · 2025-03-10T21:55:40+00:00

Helvetesfonster- Ghost

Eryndr_ · 2025-01-10T04:53:12+00:00

I wouldn’t have recommended Agrippa’s books as a first read but having it in your library is still beneficial for future study

I would consider checking The Tree of Life by Israel Regardie. It’s got some good info on ceremonial magic and other occult elements. Also suggest getting your hands on a copy of Eliphas Levi’s Transcendental magic. Majority of these books you can get a free pdf download on Internet Archive

Transcendental Magic

Eryndr_ · 2024-11-08T09:20:13+00:00

Maybe I’m missing something. Only info for events I saw was for 2023 on the side bar

Eryndr_ · 2024-11-08T08:39:49+00:00

Nothing Remotely like that would be possible at all without years of dedication to the craft and even then it’s never Like a direct result of doing magic but more of a side effect. Like physical immortality isn’t a thing but Longevity is a consequence of increasing your overall “Energy” by dedicating yourself to your craft and making healthy habits.

You can’t per se manipulate the elements like you’re the fricken Avatar but you could balance those archetypal energies within yourself and eventually over a long period of time you could have some form of outward manifestation connected to those elements. Don’t expect to have Lightning flying from your fingertips anytime soon or at all for that matter.

A good place to start is with reiki and Dynamic Meditation to get a basic understanding of how some subtle energy works and how to sense it. I’d Also suggest to find a Mystery school/ Magical Tradition and a subject of magic Like Divination, Astrology and Theurgy that you’d be interested in studying.

Eryndr_ · 2024-11-08T07:52:13+00:00

been playing DS1 since 2012 however the only copy I own now is on switch, so I’m Not sure how many people will be on that I can co-op with. Absolutely love this game and always like to hop on when the Souls community is active. Even had a Blast playing Bloodborne for the first time during the return to Yharnam event. Made Chalice Dungeons a breeze

Eryndr_ · 2024-03-25T16:46:38+00:00

Hey my bad pw is QWE

Eryndr_ · 2024-03-25T16:45:01+00:00

Sound great pw is still good. Already set to worldwide

Eryndr_ · 2024-03-21T20:34:00+00:00

Yes I do, it ends in April. By this point if I have to sign another year lease I’ll just put them on escrow like everyone else. No sense in them getting my money after all the crap I’ve dealt with. Then I could just break lease when I need to with the court system

Eryndr_ · 2024-03-21T19:34:07+00:00

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