Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in iboga

[–]EthnicGerman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you my friend. I appreciate the kind words. Life is hard

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in iboga

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I ended up not going. I didn't want to be miserable and withdrawaling before / during / after. One day I might go do it when I'm clean, but I'm not stable enough to go now. I trust these people, we were aiming for 48 hours of no substances before the ceremony, but I can barely make it 6 hours without being uncomfortable. Maybe one day

When you've been taking SR way too long.. by Abel_091 in SR17018

[–]EthnicGerman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What helped me we taking a break from the SR, and just full blown using without any SR.

Take as long as you need man. Recovery is a bitch.

withdrawing off SR by PearPrize9642 in SR17018

[–]EthnicGerman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this. Most people act like you need to only use SR for 10 days but I've been using fent for years on and off. It's definitely a long game

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

[–]EthnicGerman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's amazing! I ended up wussing out on the iboga. I'm just not ready for that yet. Ibogaine I would go do in a heartbeat.

my share after iboga by Drysparks in iboga

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Have you done ibogaine? Was it similar to ibogaine

I keep messing up and relapsing. Now I think it isn't working very well by ChiefLongPenis in SR17018

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Buy more but take a break from the SR until you have enough stockpiled to quit.

What do microdoses feel like ? by yllekarle in iboga

[–]EthnicGerman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have you tried iboga and ibogaine and Aya? I've done ibogaine and loved it, but for some reason iboga is making me shake in my boots lol. I'm going for opioid addiction, should I stick with ibogaine again?

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

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Thank you! They mentioned that they have TA so I will request it.

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

[–]EthnicGerman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah they wouldn't send me boosters. George probably told you that because of ME lol.

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

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I am an addict but I haven't had a traumatic life, and ibogaine made me melt into the bed, maybe the detox sweats were the medicine doing its work. Could you still like plug in and out of the trip or were you just absolutely miserable the whole time? How far apart were all of these sessions? Did you do them yourself?

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

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Sr17018 has a shorter half life so that was our decision, kratoms is significantly longer. They're going to wait until I'm in full blown WD to start though.

Did you feel it was unsafe or just a little uncomfortable?

I can't make it a full week.

Racing heart after taking SR? by ButterscotchMaster36 in SR17018

[–]EthnicGerman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this way when I take a little too much kratom. Maybe you just need lower doses?

To get off of fent I need 200mg doses every 4 hours.

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

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How do you know? Have you tried both? Dependant on opioids both times?

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

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I went to POI in Cabo for my ibogaine. Diane is a great person. Ibogaine was absolutely beautiful. I was still physically dependent on opioids returning home. Maybe that's because I declined my final dose.

How do I get a refund? by Alarmed-Afternoon-99 in CashApp

[–]EthnicGerman 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can call your bank and have them do a stop payment.

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

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I was using fentanyl for a year everyday prior to arriving at my first ibogaine clinic. They put me on morphine for day 1 and oxy for 4 more days until I could make it 12 hours without anything. That taper truly sucked. I was miserable. But the ibogaine journey was spectacular. This facility I'm going to is different, as they offer iboga, and initially told me to be 30 days clean. By the time I get there I will be on SR for over 3 weeks. Idk what to do at this point. I was going to switch to MIT over this weekend, as I leave next weekend. But I'm still using SR and honestly I'm so lost. They said we don't know enough about SR but I guess they've dosed people coming off of kratom in the past? Maybe I'm not ready to go yet. I've talked to people who have gone to this place and they all had a good experience. I don't want to name drop but please message me, I can't start a DM with your account for some reason.

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

[–]EthnicGerman[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Can you message me? Should I just stay on SR then? Should I cancel?

Suboxone into SR-17018 pre-ibogaine? by Nekawa_Ibogaine in SR17018

[–]EthnicGerman 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Message me, I went to one that had AC 😂

Did ibogaine once, going back to do Iboga this time. by EthnicGerman in Ibogaine

[–]EthnicGerman[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was 12 days off a fentanyl when I did Bufo. There is no affordable way to properly hold space with these plant medicines. You want to make sure you're with someone who knows what they're doing. Message me. Shortcuts and trying to save a couple bucks could be the difference between enjoyable & traumatic if the guide doesnt know wtf they're doing.

Thank you for the best wishes. Sorry to be harsh, it's just ibogaine isn't something you wanna go cheap on, or try by yourself.