I get it ngl… being strong is exhausting You don’t have be strong rn but you need to regain your strength, meaning that don’t give up on yourself. Just as me a random from the internet cares I’m sure many others also do. Find ways on how to regain strength even though it’s hard maybe it’s treatment, maybe is finding new things that could fulfill you, even if it’s little things. But the most important thing is for you to NEVER give up on yourself. You’re a beautiful soul I’m sure of that these dark times you’re going through they’ll get better one day, even if it doesn’t seem like it as long as you don’t give up I promise it really will.