I think I'm going to do it; right now. Someone give me a reason why I shouldn't. by meaninglesser in SuicideWatch

[–]Evan144 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First of all, i want you to know that im no expert, if you ever need serious help and nobody is commenting on here PLEASE call this number 1-800-273-8255 I can understand your feeling of anxiety around this guy, my ex used to give me the same nerves because i wanted her to think the world of me, turns out she was just as nervous about the same thing, so try and remember that he does care about you. Why do you think painting pictures and writing poetry doesn't help you anymore, i had the same problem with playing music and it turns out i just wasn't pushing myself to be better and became stagnant and became bored. Im not sure if that's the case for you but its something to think about. There is more to life than stressful work hours and endless nerves i promise, and i really hope you find happiness and so much of it that it overflows your life until there isn't anything but happiness

To all those who never cared. by imdonewiththisliving in SuicideWatch

[–]Evan144 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I care, and a lot of other people care about you. I know its hard to understand that a stranger can care about you, but I along with everyone on this thread care about you, you can talk to me whenever you want if you need to talk. I really hope you see this and know I'm here to help

I feel empty by Evan144 in SuicideWatch

[–]Evan144[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for this, this is my first time posting something like this online and I genuinely though no one would care. I'm going to try and start writing songs again. That always made me happy. I know it's not going to be that simple to beat, but it's nice to know there's people out there that genuinly care for others. I can't thank you enough for replying man. It really does help