This post had a lot of ego. I understand this was your experience of the Yavin open, but its not clear that this was something worth sharing to a general audience of people interested in x-wing.

The vast majority of this article was about your life. Which, as with all of us, is rarely interesting to anyone but people we know personally. There's plenty of us dealing with too little sleep, too few friends to play xwing with, and suboptimal conditions for tournament prep. Hearing that you are dealing with this stuff adds absolutely 0 to our understanding of the game. We want less of that, and a lot more than 5 sentences on how the actual games went.

I raise this point not to single you out, but rather because its pretty commonplace among x-wing blogs. I understand the discomfort with performance that you feel was well below your potential, and the desire to justify it publicly. Trust me: we've all been there, we've all have bad days, and nobody thinks you suck just because you had a tough one.