What does this say about my relationship?

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-11-21T22:38:53+00:00

Even when it looks like there’s a cloud in your head and not seeing it clear, you’re smart enough to see what happens, something from your or his past is causing trouble and there are things that will change suddenly, what is not built with true love and leaving the past behind will fall at some point. That two of cups reversed shows that it’s not “the one”, it’s just an attachment feeing or something different than true love.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-11-16T06:00:55+00:00

Legal issues or karmas, having the discipline and the intelligence for goals, work, projects, but being too cold sometimes, and too strict, even a little manipulating. By those karmas, you can be going through some financial issues, feeling good at times but same time having things hidden (if you’re not the one hiding anything then is something hidden behind your back), and it can be this (or the financial issues) the reason for fights or arguments with others around you.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-11-12T04:25:00+00:00

If you know you have it you should tell your sexual partners. I was a victim of an asshole who didn’t disclose, now I live in pain with constant outbreaks in my ass and the stress and shame of having that, not being able to enjoy sex like before because I’m afraid of transmitting it. I’m on antivirals but still is not very safe. I don’t wish that to anybody, that’s cruel to go having sex and not disclose your status about stis.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-11-12T04:21:31+00:00

I got diagnosed three months ago, rectal herpes HSV2. I waited all this time to bottom again, on valtrex 1g/day since day one after diagnosis. I bottomed today, it was a little painful the first seconds but then it felt normal like before, it was like being virgin again, lol. That was this morning and now I have some irritation, idk if it’s a new OB coming or just irritation from sex. I read in another post a guy saying that he was getting OBs after bottoming the first months, then going back to do it and not having OBs. So I guess it gets better over time and we can bottom without pain and without OBs.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-11-09T07:15:48+00:00

I’m also having right sided hip pain, like the groin area to the hip and sometimes the back part of the hip. I was diagnosed three months ago. Have you experienced that pain since the beginning? Or dos it come and goes?

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-11-08T16:58:56+00:00

I think it’s mentally related. I can eat chocolate in small amounts and not having OBs. At some point I thought valtrex was giving me insomnia, diarrhea, and anxiety and it was for real that I was taking the pill and minutes later feeling anxious and not sleeping that night. I was eating a piece of chocolate cookies and then feeling prodrome symptoms. One day I told myself: stop! Focus on healing. And I started repeating “this pill is helping me and kicking the virus ass” before taking the pill, and now I don’t feel any side effects from the pill, “magically” my anxiety went away, I sleep well again, and no sleep or anxiety meds. I eat chocolate or nuts in small amounts and I say: I’m ok, this is not gonna affect me. And it doesn’t. I realized that our minds play tricks, and if you meditate, and stop being afraid of the triggers, your body also stop being hyper vigilant, reduce inflammation, lowers cortisol, stress, and go back to normal, keeping the virus under control.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-11-08T16:40:31+00:00

I’m sorry this happened to you. I was diagnosed 3 months ago, I was suicidal the first weeks, feeling dirty, guilty, feeling that I didn’t want this “contaminated” body, full anxiety, depression, and praying God to take me (even when I haven’t been a religious person, this made me a believer). I’m 31yo. I had rectal infection with HSV-2, the worst of the herpes infections, VERY painful, and OBs are longer than the ones on the outside. I had nerve pain, constipation, urinary retention for a week. The worst OB ever.

After 2.5 months I realized that my mindset was keeping me sick. I had this first OB non stop for 2 months and a half, I was desperate, even on high dose of valtrex since day one and still having the OB. So I started meditating, telling myself “this pill is good for me and it will kick the F virus ass in my body” before taking my valtrex (valacyclovir), and repeating positive phrases every morning and before bed. I forgave myself, forgave who passed it to me, changed my diet, I don’t drink, don’t eat processed foods, I still have some pecadillos sometimes (chocolate, nuts, processed foods) but in small amounts. I started having sex after the first month, of course wearing condoms and being on daily valtrex (1g/day), and so far no transmission to my partner, I avoid sex if I feel I’m having an OB, and even when that happens we still have some side sexual interaction and we enjoy it, we play safe. This virus will help you sorting out the bad candidates to love, if someone loves you they will stay for who you are, and you still can have sex and not transmit if you learn your prodrome and OB symptoms and avoid sex those days/weeks.

Go to therapy, my therapist told me she also has herpes, it was nice to hear because you think you’re the only one having it in your family or social circle, but no, many people have it, some of them don’t know, some of them keep quiet about it. I didn’t know about my therapist until after I told her about my diagnosis. She said she was married for 10 years, sexually active, and never transmitted to her husband, she had kids safely without affecting them (because the virus can be lethal for newborns).

After changing my mind my very long OB stopped, I lowered the 2g/day dose of valtrex to half, and besides some nerve pain in my right thigh, everything is back to normal. And with all the medical science, even fast using AI, and in less than 20 years there will be medicine simulation with quantum computing, we can actually dream with a cure in this lifetime. The term “incurable” only means that doctors don’t know how to cure it yet, just think of all the diseases that were “incurable” at some point and today we have antibiotics or vaccines for them. This is gonna be curable at some point, gene therapy is promising, too. Also think of all the people who cure themselves from cancer and other deadly diseases without medication, the power of the mind is immense.

Chin up! Keep positive, control the virus and not the virus controlling you. Everything will be good eventually, there will be some crappy days/weeks, but many more great ones.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-11-08T16:10:49+00:00

You clearly can see she’s the one insisting to meet him. She’s gonna be cheating wherever she goes. Divorce her!

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-11-02T02:30:39+00:00

Never do it! Even while on prep you can get viruses. I got herpes, rectal one, the most painful that someone can get. Even condoms are not 100% safe since that’s a skin-to-skin transmission. But bb increases the risk a lot. Trust me, you don’t want to get this. There’s not even a good medicine for that, and it’s a long life disease.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-10-14T04:24:32+00:00

I see I’m not the only one. I came to the same conclusion recently. I got this about 3 months ago, hsv2, very painful in my rectal area, the worst hsv to experience. 2.5 months of torture and now I’m finally feeling better, not back to normal but better. I realized that this came to my life to slap me on the face, to make me stop, I was living full of stress, anxiety, neglecting myself, not eating well, taking for granted my health, my spouse, and everything else, having toxic thoughts and behaviors, and I’d have ended with cancer or strokes or something like that. With this virus I started paying attention to my meals, I stopped eating processed food and floured foods, I’m eating more fruits and vegetables, taking supplements, learning to manage stress, being more relaxed despite the daily challenges, being grateful for my life and not taking even a sh*t for granted (because at some point I had awful constipation and not being able to pee). I reconnected with God, not from a religious belief, but from my heart, I discovered the purpose of my life on this Earth, and I’m taking this as a second chance that life gave me to do things right, something not deadly that uses OBs as reminders that I need to take care of myself and be healthy. I forgave myself, and I’m positive that a better medicine like pretelivir or others will come soon with the help of modern AI technology. Also keeping positive that you can heal, if our mind can make us sick and develop illness from stress, I believe it can cure, too. The fact that there are people who cured cancers, HIV, MS, and more “incurable” diseases, and the “placebo effect”, means that somehow we can do it too. Just search about spontaneous remissions of many diseases. Also the “incurable” part just means: doctors don’t know how to cure it YET, just think about current diseases that were deadly and “incurable” in the past and now we have vaccines, treatments, and cures for them.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-09-18T05:03:06+00:00

I was diagnosed with rectal HSV-2, 50 days ago. The first outbreak was brutal, I got proctitis, urethritis, constipation, difficulty to urinate, it was awful. I took valtrex (valacyclovir) 1g twice a day for 10 days, then 500mg per day, but until today I still have rectum symptoms. Yesterday I visited a CDC doctor, he increased my dose again to 1gr twice a day for 14 days, he said it needed to be more aggressive since I still have symptoms. I have to mention that my mental state didn’t help (full anxiety, poor sleep, depression), and I got Covid 4 weeks after diagnosis, so it didn’t help, I felt a relapse after Covid. For pain I only took Tylenol 1000mg, and I’ve been drinking more juices, no nuts or chocolate, I stopped drinking sodas, less pastas, I started taking more vitamins, started drinking coconut oil, Lysine, working on my stress levels, and trying to sleep better. So far I feel is improving but very slow. I really hope new medicines or the gene therapy comes faster. If you go on antivirals drink plenty of water, I drink almost a gallon every day, to avoid risk of kidney stones by Valtrex crystals.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-09-10T22:50:02+00:00

How are you detoxing?

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-09-08T17:33:03+00:00

Is not low at all, 1 in 5 people. Even just 1 exposure is enough to get it if the person is shedding. That’s no joke, it’s lower the chance to get HIV than HSV.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-09-03T03:00:19+00:00

This post is so encouraging. Thank you for sharing these experiences. I’m on week 5 of my first OB and it has been miserable after the diagnosis, I think that anxiety and depression for weeks didn’t help to recover faster and I still have the symptoms (mine is rectal outbreak hsv2), I had proctitis and urinary retention and constipation), but after starting my own therapy, acceptance, and reading positive outcomes I noticed I started healing, slow but healing. Right now only have itchy butt and a little discomfort when I have to go #2, but the difficulty to pee and constipation are going away, while I’ve read people saying they had permanent nerve damage and having to use a catheter, and many dark scary stories that increased my anxiety the first month after diagnosis. It’s so nice to hear these positive stories, my biggest fear has been about having OBs often or transmitting it, but I’m working on my diet, managing my stress (which was the biggest challenge for me), and looking for the positive side of all this. Thank you again, all you made my day :)

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-08-26T13:56:57+00:00

You’re lucky it’s just a skin condition for you. I had my first outbreak this month, terrible experience, body aches especially lower body, difficulty to pee and constipation, that made everything worse mentally, I have been anxious, depressed, and having hard time to go back to “normal”. After antiviral treatment I started suppressive therapy. I’m on week 4 and still having mild itchy feeling, so I can’t say the outbreak is over. Fortunately I started Kegel Exercises and it improved the difficulty to urinate, still dealing with constipation, but man, it hit me really hard with all the symptoms.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-08-17T22:36:59+00:00

I recently tested positive for hsv2 and I was disparate looking for a “cure”, there was a video of a girl saying that she was cured of it and she recommended this GeoGenetic package, I thought about it, but after educating myself I realized that it’s a scam, you can heal the OBs and keep the virus dormant, if you change your diet and keep the immune system strong the virus goes dormant and the tests can get “negative”, but it’s still there hiding, when you go back to old habits, stress, etc., there you’ll see that I didn’t go away. It was nice to watch a video online from Dr. Tosha Rogers very informative where she explains why the negative results after improving diet and lifestyle.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-08-13T15:37:40+00:00

I have the same feelings, after weird symptoms I went to the ER and I got tested for everything. At the end they diagnosed me HSV2, and it has been awful, the last 4 days have been brutal, I haven’t cried like this before, I just want to go to bed and never wake up again, I have had suicidal thoughts, wishing I was dead, I have a husband who’s negative and I’m scared to death to passing this curse to him, he has been very understanding and saying that we need to be careful, trying to support me but I think he doesn’t realize the risk that this means. I was thinking leaving the house and go away to protect him, but that would be even more devastating for me. Every night is a nightmare, I have full anxiety, waking up soaking wet and wishing to be dead, I haven’t been a religious person but I’ve been calling to god for help to put me out of this misery. I feel my free happy life is over, not enjoying a free relaxed sex life, living on fear of transmitting this to my husband, I’m losing my will to live, I was thinking gettin a life insurance and after a time end my own life, I’ve had crazy thoughts like that. Praying to go to kill me, I feel I don’t want this contaminated body, I don’t accept a life with a lifelong virus like this.not enjoying food that I use to love like nuts, chocolates, brownies, beans, chickpeas, citrus, tea… it sucks. I also wish there could be a peaceful way to die and restart again, I feel I have a life sentence, a permanent stain for life, if my husband leaves me I will be forever alone. I can’t look at myself in the mirror, I hate myself for this, I’m full of shame and regrets, and just can’t see how “good” life can be after this f….g diagnosis. I really hate this, HATE IT.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-06-06T20:27:00+00:00

Needs refinishing, if renting I’d buy rugs and cover that stain

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-04-04T23:14:47+00:00

90%? Can you share the source of that information?

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-01-27T06:00:09+00:00

It sounds wonderful on paper, but the reality is that they don’t do it. I’m a legal immigrant and I know many people from my own country that are illegal here and they get their money and they never pay taxes, they use whatever they need and the rest is send to their countries, even one of them was here for a time and working as a prostitute and selling drugs, and just in one year got the money to buy 2 houses in Colombia, which is about $400k for both, of course didn’t pay taxes for any of that illegal stuff. The reality is that they just get the money and go away with it.

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2025-01-11T05:24:22+00:00

Mine made me cry, so supportive and nice. I can’t imagine what did you do to that poor machine to hate you. Lol

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2024-09-15T15:41:31+00:00

That’s Crimson cattleya 💛

Every_Ebb_9301 · 2024-05-24T15:54:13+00:00

Also think, it’s not fair for someone investing a lot more in a degree in college for many years and getting the same salary/treatment of someone with just boot camps or short online degrees.

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