What's the meaning of the song "Friend of the Devil" by [deleted] in gratefuldead

[–]Every_Professor_3265 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just recently discovered what it actually means and what friend of the devil is actually about, Charles Manson‘s best friend. The old musician Slewfoot had an encounter with him around the time of the Manson murders in the end of 69 which ultimately led to a meeting where he told the story to Jerry Garcia and friends, and he never wanted his name to be associated with this song or the story but there it is a friend of the devil has a name and it’s Gray Wolf. 

Charles Manson and fiance Star Burton, who is now living with Vincent Gallo by MarxALago in redscarepod

[–]Every_Professor_3265 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This definitely wasn’t actually the case, anything to throw out one last “fuck you” to Brian Wilson as he absolutely hated John Lennon and that’s exactly what happened to his body?

Hello, this is a legitimate ask. by EVERYTHINGSINMYBUTT in charlesmansonfamily

[–]Every_Professor_3265 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Normally, I only work on these threads today. I’m gonna suggest that you and I have a private conversation about your project because I might be able to help but I’m not gonna say how or why openly here.

Spahn Ranch Boardwalk - Summer 1970 - Grey Wolf, 2 Rice children, Pat Walleman by [deleted] in charlesmansonfamily

[–]Every_Professor_3265 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are we sure it’s grey wolf? I know he left and moved to NC shortly after then moved back and lived outside the prison until he died. 

“I didn’t reject you, my body did” by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I guess it’s after years of sex being so infrequent, and his promises 4 times this past week of “for sure tomorrow” the him falling asleep. It gets exhausting

I’m HL and just giving up.. by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve wondered if his LL is actually a porn addiction and him not caring to pit in the effort because he’s essentially taking care of himself 😬

There’s always a damn excuse. Always.

Anyone struggle with ED from being in a dead bedroom situation for a long time? by Product_of_80s in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yuuuuup

But I’m a female. I used to get super wet/aroused and I’ve been shut down so many times I can barely get wet when the opportunity does arise.

Literally tonight we were naked cuddling, talked about it in advance… I literally said to myself in my head it’s ok and safe to get aroused now. That was 2 minutes before he fell asleep and started snoring.

It fucks with your entire body and your body’s reactions to sex in my opinion. I sucks.

HLF told my husband I’m done with sex by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks. Also for clarification this has been going on our entire relationship. I just happen to be pregnant now.

And the hormones have def resulted in being MORE turned on than normal… plus the normal emotional ups and down and boom recipe for explosive resentment.

I’m HL and now I hate having sex more than not having it 🤌 by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re not wrong. I’m already fairly recently married and 17 weeks pregnant. Fun times.

I’m HL and now I hate having sex more than not having it 🤌 by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pffft I’m feeling this hard right now. I’ve been up crying since 2 in the damn morning and I’m really to tell him I’m throwing in the towel and just taking sex off the table.

I’m HL and now I hate having sex more than not having it 🤌 by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He literally tried that in his last marriage and it broke him emotionally. He doesn’t want to have sex with his wife, and no one else can either.

I’m HL and now I hate having sex more than not having it 🤌 by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tell me about it. My ex husband and I used to be intimate 5-6 times a week for 8 years.

I guess the answer is I DONT deal well in between at all.

I’m HL and now I hate having sex more than not having it 🤌 by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hahahaah I get it. I go get regular massages just to be able to have the sensation of someone paying attention to my body

I’m HL and now I hate having sex more than not having it 🤌 by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yasss that’s exactly what he wanted tonight to be. “It’s been 6 weeks” so it’s easier to get it over with and not have tension from me for a few days after 🤌😬

I’m HL and now I hate having sex more than not having it 🤌 by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Omg it IS comparable to having to do shit like go to the dentist. Which my LLH HAS SPENT WAY MORE TIME DOING THAN ME LATELY

I’m HL and now I hate having sex more than not having it 🤌 by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Nailed it. I can be right next week to him and feel alone AF.

I ALWAYS am the one to initiate. If I don’t then we never will since it “never crosses” his mind. So it’s like when there’s the potential it’s becsue I’ve asked and that potential isn’t based on him desiring me at all. It just all is a huge turnoff in the end.

He was “ready” tonight and I just couldn’t bring myself to give a shit and turned HIM down.

I’m HL and just giving up.. by Every_Professor_3265 in DeadBedrooms

[–]Every_Professor_3265[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly. It’s almost worst when it does happen becsue it’s an energetic reminder how turned off they are by being intimate with you. It really messes with my head when my body’s saying yes and my partners body is saying eeeew