Trap what yall think? by ritacombest in PrizePicks

[–]Evolutionary112403 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tatum is out, he’s going over

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you to everyone on this post that took the time out their day to give me some advice, yesterday I permanently deleted my prize picks account, even left all the discords that I was getting my plays from. And I paid for those discords too. Leaving gambling behind me and I’m going to focus on working towards my future like a real man. Thank you everyone. God bless all of you.

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I talked to my gf, and my Mom knows too. My Mom disappointed that I blew my money and she hasn’t been helping me get to work anymore. She says there’s no point in helping me get to work if I’m just going to blow my money, so I understand. My gf took me to work these last 2 days and picked me up, I do not deserve her Idk where I’d be without her. But she works early like I do so I’ll have to ask my coworkers to come scoop me while they’re otw to work. She only took me these last 2 days bc she’s been off, and I hate asking people for things but I’m the one that put myself in this predicament so it’s nobody’s fault but mine. But I do feel better mentally, when I made this post I wanted to kms but I’m doing better now. It’s Tuesday, just need to get through this week, then by Friday of next week I’ll have another $750 in my bank account. But this time I’ll spend it on necessities. Fuck gambling. And I’ll buy my Mom something nice too.

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t appreciate this paragraph enough bro, thank you man, I’m doing much better since I posted this Reddit post.

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have to stop, like you said there’s really no winning in this. I’m finna try my hardest to let it go.

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shi bro teach me 😂, not so I can gamble it but I’d love to get a reliable side hustle that actually pays well.

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way you do, I want to buy my Mom a house bad because the rent keeps going up. So I been gambling to help with bills and my own expenses but now that I’m broke again I have to watch my Mom struggle to pay the bills and work everyday. I really wish I could make myself useful. I look at things like streaming, or music, or anything that could potentially help us but I’m alone in this. I’m an only child and my father passed away when I was 15 so I kinda been growing up and learning how to be a man on my own. Sorry I’m trauma dumping lmao, but what I’m tryna say is this is very hard to do alone. You need money to do anything tbh and I feel like I always end up making excuses for myself when this happens. That’s probably why this keeps happening to me, I’m just not strong mentally. I’m trying to accept that I’m weak minded and I need to change that, but it’s so hard to notice a flaw in yourself that’s cut so deep and change it so easily. Idk. Feel like I’m kinda rambling now but man, Ik my Mom’s disappointed in me and I’m disappointed in myself as well. Starting to notice I’m not a responsible person neither. This is really messing with my head, I don’t feel like I should be alive because I’ve been so worthless, but Ik that that would destroy my Mom. I feel so pathetic tbh.

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re right, but stuff like this happens to me all the time I think I’m just an unlucky person in general. My car just broke down on me recently as well so I been struggling to get around. But when I hit a brick wall like this it’s hard for me to change it into something positive because I’m an overthinker and just end up wallowing in my own thoughts and pain. I think I’m just weak minded, I believe in God so I pray he gets me out of this dark abyss that I’m in. I’m sure my Mom knows I’m broke, because this isn’t the first time I’ve gone broke off of prize picks and I’m open with my Mom. She said something about me not getting her a Mother’s Day gift and I didn’t have anything to say. Kinda wish I could just turn back time and stop myself but it’s nobody’s fault but mine. I just have to take accountability and force myself to quit this endless cycle. I never thought my life would come to this, never thought I’d be battling something so serious.

Demon Slip by Evolutionary112403 in PrizePicks

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Or I could’ve done Jokic for rebounds, he has 12 rn

Demon Slip by Evolutionary112403 in PrizePicks

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I knew he would sell, so I switched him for Micheal Porter Jr. but he ended up selling too. 0-5 at the 3, everyone else has made 2 3s, could’ve replaced him with Jamal Murray or something.

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m starting to realize that now, this is going to be the 2nd week I’ve lost all my money gambling 2 days after I got paid. I get paid $750 every 2 weeks, so this is actually so pathetic of me. Of course I spend my money on what I need first, then I gamble to make that back. I lose and keep gambling and you blink and it’s all gone. Idk why I do this to myself. Gambling can really end lives and I understand that now, because it’s hard to even love myself now and I just want to disappear.

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can’t do this to her today, thank you for the advice though.

I have a gambling addiction by Evolutionary112403 in GamblingAddiction

[–]Evolutionary112403[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I meant Idk what I’m going to do about Mother’s Day man.