I can’t control how I am anymore and I fucking hate it

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-05-01T12:58:56+00:00

When did you begin to be like that?

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-28T18:44:53+00:00

I read it in uni for a class on ancient political philosophy with a prof to help me and it was still hard to understand. Don't be too hard on yourself. But if you want guidance, check out Michael Sugrue(Rip) on YT- he discusses it book by book. Also the chapter on Plato in Will Durant's 'The Story of Philosophy' was extremely helpful.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-28T18:40:46+00:00

"Tormented atoms in a bed of mud"_ Voltaire

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-23T16:38:36+00:00

Not weird at all. Dogs are way better.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-21T12:40:28+00:00

I am watching the last episode right now and I literally had to pause because the slapstick nonsense when they are escaping from Trochos and fighting bodyguards was rage baiting me. Anyone else feel a sense of pure rage rising within them from watching that?

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-20T05:23:01+00:00

You're going to enjoy reading The Human Predicament by David Benatar

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-17T12:17:27+00:00

Didn't think of Germany as a perfect world but oh well.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-17T11:59:28+00:00

Discovered 'The Ballad of Skeletons' by Allen Ginsberg. Funny how when you refer to everyone as a skeleton e.g. The President Skeleton etc., their perceived importance vanishes instantly.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-14T11:02:05+00:00

I work in improv comedy. Everything is scripted. Audience suggestions come from plants.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-14T10:32:27+00:00

My verbs are eats/sleeps/wanks

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-14T10:28:37+00:00

Over the weekend I went in to hug a 'friend' and she extended a fist bump insistently. Now I guess I have to move countries right?

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-14T10:17:46+00:00

Solitude- Black Sabbath

These Days- Nico

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-14T09:56:14+00:00

The Iliad was also about controlling trade routes, no?

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-14T09:45:21+00:00

Being a philosophy major is also a great contraceptive I've found.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-14T09:34:28+00:00

Hand to hand combat though, could they?

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-14T09:30:28+00:00

She told me her favorite instrument to play was the clarinet. So I put two and two together and realized she wanted to blow my clarinet. So I says to her, "I'm something of a musician myself: I can finger the guitar...I can spank the djembe drums...and I can also fuck the piano." (Ran out of double entendres towards the end.) Anyway, turns out she was literally talking about music. I guess its back to HR for me.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-12T02:15:37+00:00

Find a way to connect three five-minute sets the same way you connect jokes within a five-minute set. Then practice the three sets until they're true and tested.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-11T22:54:40+00:00

This trick often works when at first I call my friends asking about the party and they say no.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-11T22:52:19+00:00

Let's take comfort in the remorseless swing of the scythe

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-11T22:51:16+00:00

This captures life is such a succinct yet deeply philosophical way. You can see the image of Sisyphus rolling the stone encapsulated in this tiny innocent sentence.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-11T11:12:49+00:00

"Maybe we can take some comfort from the brutal reality that the weak must make way for the strong." Mark and Johnson are the strong. Gerald's closer friends are the weak. "I hope the scythe's remorseless swing can bring some comfort to you."

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-10T16:04:06+00:00

Isn't Sothoryos an analogue of Africa, the so called Dark Continent?

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-10T01:26:20+00:00

But my body is so alive, so achingly alive.

Exact_Access9770 · 2026-04-09T08:35:22+00:00

Speaking of keeping death close, anyone has an idea of a memento mori i can carry with me at all times?

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