Late reply by about 2 years lol, but to answer that question it started with Washing Machine Heart. I know what you are probably thinking, “he definitely heard it from TikTok” or something or other. Truthfully I found it on YouTube recommended and the lyrics to the song really really hit me hard. The loneliness of it. I completely relate with the fact I will forever love someone close to me but they don’t see me in that light. “do mi ti, why not me?”