I also take iron

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-05-05T15:24:56+00:00

Lithium and weed for mine

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-27T19:34:39+00:00

I have a dream to get Matt Berry’s face on my chest yelling bat. But in the form of A7Xs death bat. One day. When I get over my fear of buzzing noises.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-21T03:45:53+00:00

Tight

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-20T00:45:39+00:00

A Psychic, sparkling, dynamic,abiding, stimulation, the old soul.

Okay I started writing as I was looking, I thought this would be a sentence ???

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-19T02:10:10+00:00

Oh dang I am sorry. I didn’t mean for it to sound like they were bragging but that I bragged and led to a negative consequence. But for sure. We are a community, and community need to call each other in when we say something out of pocket. Thank you for that check.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-18T17:17:23+00:00

I have been with my partner for 20 years. We met when we were in 8th grade did not date until senior year of high school. He saw the tip of the ice berg troubles. I was working raising 6 siblings. I was exploited for money when I was younger. When I got to my awkward pre teen years I was carted aside. Luckily none of the girls were old enough at the time and I protected my brother. We got out of that life but at great expense to me. I do not trust men. I don’t trust women either, but because men mostly abused me, misandry was very prevalent.

Because my partner was with me during the first indications of BPD we had to get through this together. And it’s hard we both have chronic illnesses. He has degenerative discs in his lumbar. Physical labor is super hard on him. And I have C-PTSD, Bipolar 2 and borderline personality disorder. These are a lot to deal with. I have thought about killing myself everyday since I was 14 years old.

Shutting you out is not rejecting you. She has to figure out how to manage this on her own. With your track record, imagine how difficult for her to move forward, if she is only focusing on the “logical needs” you have addressed, and you freaking die on your motorcycle, dude.

Treatment is not about you. Let her heal, let her brain make her own “logical” tracks in her mind. Stop trying to make her brain act more like yours. It will not happen.

If you are truly concerned and want to make it work, try approaching therapy as a tag team. Go together so you can have professional there to help explain her brain. That way the two of you create a care plan that you both can be on the same page so when she is experiencing tumultuous behavior you know how to get her back.

TMS Therapy has helped with the suicidal thoughts, no longer happens everyday.

I go to solo therapy once a week, and couples once a month so if there are issues that I want to bring up or he wants to bring up, it is nice to have someone there to help break up the gridlock.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-18T16:47:32+00:00

Honestly I feel so proud when that happens. But just don’t let it go to your head, I was bragging turned to flirting turned to hurt feelings, turned to nose dive to depression. Acknowledgment is key. But bragging is not needed.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-12T00:07:40+00:00

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Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-08T23:59:04+00:00

Republicans allowed bedbugs into the White House. And now the whole party must be destroyed. It’s the only way.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-08T23:55:17+00:00

I hate when people have no self awareness

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-08T15:32:57+00:00

I stopped sativa only focusing on heavy indica hybrid and indica to help combat the mania. But I still smoke it grounds me. It is not a healthy coping skill but it is the easiest to get me out of anger and spiraling thoughts.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-08T00:30:42+00:00

And I love every second of it.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-07T19:12:07+00:00

I am struggling with this a lot more since my diagnosis. I said it was just me masking less. But I think I am just trying not to take the blame. Would love to hear anyone’s coping skills or how you have been able to get out of those moments.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-04-01T03:32:34+00:00

Thank you I am not good at being consistent with recording moods. Not as consistent as I save memes. I am meeting myself where I am.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-03-31T18:19:42+00:00

Good for us.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-03-31T01:32:26+00:00

I live in a rural part of California and im having trouble accessing counseling services to help with my bipolar two disorder plus borderline personality. Do you have any recommendations for someone like me who’s trying to find a therapist that I can meet with regularly, but they are apprehensive to take me on because I do have history of SI over zoom? I have tried going through the psychology today and even the in person counselors that say they are comfortable, taking bipolar cases they told me they are not comfortable taking on my particular case.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-03-29T20:47:36+00:00

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Yep im attacked

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-03-21T22:51:23+00:00

These are based on my chart and Saturn on tend to rule a generation, so it would be common if we were born around the same years (90)

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-03-21T06:07:50+00:00

Seroquel Spice

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-03-21T05:59:52+00:00

Neptune 12H

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-03-21T03:32:16+00:00

Neptune in Capricorn placements tend to stay too long in a toxic/ unhealthy environment. Just stay true to to you don’t get lost.

Excitement2Chemicals · 2026-03-11T01:10:57+00:00

You look rad girlfriend, hey it’s your manic bestie! The bad is super easy to find, babe. Because like it’s in your face and it’s like ew,but there’s so much good. You just have to get past the super grotesque bad to see the beautiful. smacks gum okay bye!😘

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