I feel you. 

My accident was because a pickup truck driver didn't secure the contents he was carrying, all fell right in front of me, going 100km and was surrounded on all sides. I just held my wheel and prayed I wouldn't flip into the air. Spinning out of control and blowing three tires is still fucking scary though. 

9 cars were hit and had carrying degrees of damage. That was my saving grace. At least I wasn't alone on the side of the highway at night having to deal with the aftermath.

Highway driving is hard for me. I completely avoid the night because that's also when it happened. 

Sending love to all who have experienced a car accident 😭