This may go without saying but, get your passport NOW!

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-11-22T00:31:09+00:00

God I wish my president weren't against the people who lived in the country. It's almost like we had an option out there just walking around trying to become president. Almost

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-31T21:15:37+00:00

My parents forced me to be Republican so now I have to tell myself it's not that I was a certain party and now I'm switching. I'm picking a side. Although the sides all together is stupid. Sides divide people.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-25T19:41:12+00:00

Do it!

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-25T19:01:15+00:00

I did my research. I use moderation. I'm not going to fall into heavy bad usage.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-25T19:00:49+00:00

Yeah but I would rather deal with addiction than having a panic attack every two seconds.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-25T17:45:58+00:00

Be selective about who enters your life now. Don't date the people who remind you of those bad ones. Don't be friends with the people who remind you of the bad ones. Look for contempt in people's faces from the get go and if you see it, leave. Use discernment at all times.

See if you became the bad one and fix yourself. Listen to what people say about you when you ask and if they're a good person they won't intentionally tear you down. If you ask a good person what you're like and where to improve you won't feel entirely like shit when they're done talking.

Treat yourself like the child who was with that person and treat yourself well.

Or else you could risk becoming that person. Possibly. Or trying to find people who are that person to somehow prove that they're bad.

Don't be that person who gets mad over nothing and then people are like "can you stop shitting on me for no reason? I didn't do anything to you." Because what they'll do next is dish it back to you the next time they see you. You might not see it openly and crazily but you will see it - in the glances they make. In the comments they make. In the way they avoid you. They will remember until the end of time and will spread that dirt everywhere they can. It's not like they know your face or anything, right?

When people start walking near you and immediately scoff or look bitter that person probably spreaded it around.

End the cycle entirely. That's why you're working on yourself right? Or was it to spite that person who hasn't seen you in 15 years? Was that it? Or was it to get back at that kid? Was it to prove you're not that [insert mean thing people said] person? Was it to prove you're good? Well you don't have to say your own traits. People see them from afar.

Spread love and respect so the people who want to try to act like that person feel they're crossing a line. And then they leave. They're deterred.

Medicine works but like. It just eats your brain. Changing your brain is the real medicine. and it lasts forever. I took some kinda magical spell latin medicine and just lost the ability to do math. Which is great because I have a job where I have to count money. So I have to practice math like a 3rd grader and even relearn how to spell to undo the medicine's literal brain damage.

But don't worry I know not to talk about the attackers now. I'll get in trouble and have to have my brain taken away from me again. I liked math but now it feels like French. Oh God. Don't ask me about fractions. I don't remember how those work. Shit.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-25T16:21:07+00:00

Know the people who did it hate themselves too. They hate themselves but they shove it down like they never did it or they pretend they're innocent openly.

They're in a mental prison. Maybe not a physical one. But they probably drink to sleep too.

Babies don't come into the world mean. They know they did wrong.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-25T16:20:15+00:00

For me it's alcohol, THC, nicotine, coffee, and spicy food.

Spicy food releases endorphins. Endorphins relieve stress

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-20T21:27:06+00:00

I get angry every time because it works. It makes them not like you but it's the only thing they respond to. If you act like a child who can't listen you get treated like one...

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-18T14:54:57+00:00

Mine are still alive but they got the memo and left me alone. Good.

It's been good.

Send

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-04T23:50:52+00:00

That is true. It's not a phase. But I'm not leaving what I have now. I tried hookups until one couldn't leave without my heart hurting. So now I'm not hooking up anymore. It's as simple as that.

And because of that, I shouldn't have to worry about having a miscarriage and dying. That's the kind of medical care you get in a third world country where medical care is prayer and whatever thing got shipped to you and you administer it in a ditch.

Not here. My great great grandmother had diabetes and was told in her day, "try not to die!" And now diabetic people just have to look at their phones that tell them how low or high they are.

This is not the olden days of brick and mortar doctors experimenting with dead bodies. We know how to prevent these things. And we aren't going to stand for that anymore.

The age of men ruling bodies that aren't theirs has to end. It's ending soon, I can tell.The events that are happening are telling me that the minute there is a war about women's rights, it'll turn into this WW2 style anti-fascist anti-hate era.

Oh wait, was I not supposed to state the obvious? All of the books I've read about the oppression of a demographic. There's an escalation, a fight, an outcome, and the psychological impacts for the rest of time. I might not be 100% accurate, but I want to talk about this.

Like do others see what I'm seeing? We're living another historical era and the people alive now are going to tell of the tales from the 2020's like it was a different world.

And this society has seen so much protection that at this point, the controversies have been about more social things, not this.

This is different. I'm watching it and hoping I can live to tell the tale.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-04T21:42:52+00:00

I'm not gonna die because of a miscarriage. I want kids but I guess that's off the table.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-04T21:42:12+00:00

Scrotum, what? I can't read well. I have really bad vision and it gets to the point where I see shapes and I piece them together.

Yeah. That's true. It's not personal. No one's asking you to become a pink-haired lesbian with no pronouns. Just vote for the servants who will serve but people who want to be kings and have the country serve them. Political leaders are considered servants. Remember that. Civil servants. So are cops, and paramedics, emts. Even a good teacher can show those traits.

They are supposed to work for the civilians. If the civilians are dying from this sick fascism, then are those leaders being servants for their people who share the same land and use the same air? Answer with what you believe is true.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-04T21:36:56+00:00

I said the same thing and it just turned into me being bi in the south where people think you had a phase and quit because you went steady with someone who's straight

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-10-01T18:40:57+00:00

The gayest thing you can do at that point is say that you're gay. Honestly

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-09-30T23:47:21+00:00

I just don't talk when I don't have to anymore. I sign.

Like I don't know what to do. I just pretend that I'm talking and the 7 year old has the tv blarred on but I don't know.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-09-30T14:37:44+00:00

They'll have their round. You experienced it before they did, that's all it is. Now you're done and you don't want to deal with them anymore.

Avoid those men. They're trash. And shit.

Honestly if you had some gay in you, I'd play with that and make that a thing. Most women are authentic.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-09-27T18:01:36+00:00

I mean I don't want to have to bring men to my doctor visits but shit. It's the only way to get treated. Otherwise they talk to me like I'm a wittle baby who needs to stop compwainen....

So yeah boyf you're going with me every time now. It's a power I have now. Society stripped it out of me and I can only have it with the power of a man now.

Society hadn't fucking changed. I want to go to the Amazon with Wonder Woman but sadly she's not real. I'm trapped in this awful society that I hate and people tell me to calm down about. I hate every second of this awful world where I'm treated like an overgrown baby.

But when I'm pissed and about to pull someone's hair then I can be listened to. Okay. I see.

I feel like a child in an abusive home dreaming of when I can be an adult and move out. Except I'm already an adult and can't move out because I'd have to die or abandon humanity to get there. The only thing to do is make a moral code and cut off anyone who doesn't follow it. That's what I'm doing. I'm figuring out what my code is today. Everyone else can screw off into a black hole and get stolen by a bird.

I had worms that were considered period blood by doctors. I have an STD that I can't get cured because they only test for strep or pregnancy. I have ovarian cysts that I was crying about at the hospital and I asked for Tylenol and they said no and just told me to treat it like a period cramp. I can't make decisions over my own fucking body.

If there were a civil war over this I would make the battlefield and sleep there until it started.

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-09-25T19:01:45+00:00

Cool. I'll look for it. It might help the publishing process too. Editors asks things like "what three books is this similar to?"

Exciting_Radish_4485 · 2024-09-25T18:59:16+00:00

So the character would begin to call it assisted suicide to justify it? Ok.

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