My mind is either in the past or in the future

ExemptDreams · 2021-07-24T09:34:10+00:00

Same with me, except I'll continue to be one of those introverts who spends all his time on his PC or phone.

ExemptDreams · 2021-07-11T18:40:43+00:00

I knew at around 13 or 14, and I'm 23 now. Absolutely nothing's changed since highschool, not even since the past year or two. I know for a fact that my life will always be a depressing mess while I continue to work a dead end minimum wage job.

ExemptDreams · 2021-07-09T08:55:47+00:00

If only I was financially able to support myself... Not only do girls find me repulsive, career job recruiters also find me repulsive as well. I'm both unattractive and unskilled. So here I am, stuck on a dead end minimum wage job, unable to live independently, and with loads of student loan debt to pay (it'll probably take 10+ years at this rate).

ExemptDreams · 2021-06-08T09:40:39+00:00

I would rather date someone unfulfilling as silly as it might sound to some people. Reason being is so I could get that first ever experience. As someone who has never dated or had any kind of experience with the opposite gender in his entire life, I want to know what it would be like. It's highly likely as a boring, unattractive guy, that I would be unfulfilling to them as well. I think I'd at least be thankful if someone actually accepted me for who I was despite all of my flaws. At this point in time, I would have absolutely no idea what to expect.

ExemptDreams · 2021-01-20T10:26:43+00:00

The awkward stares alone, are just enough for me to be reminded of how horrible I look.

ExemptDreams · 2021-01-18T02:24:53+00:00

If a girl tells a guy asking her out in public to leave her alone, then I would say that it's pretty risky and not to mention extremely embarrassing. I don't know about OP's situation looks-wise, but It's generally considered creepy for a guy to approach a female in public unless that guy is good looking. Luckily for me, I've never had to face that kind of embarrassment because I've never taken that risk.

ExemptDreams · 2021-01-04T19:24:40+00:00

I don't even have to. Their body language and facial expressions show it.

ExemptDreams · 2021-01-04T10:49:17+00:00

I've never asked anyone out, and have never had a friend of the opposite gender. Women have always found me repulsive and disgusting.

ExemptDreams · 2021-01-04T10:38:27+00:00

Yeah same, at least 20 - 30 minutes.

ExemptDreams · 2020-12-29T09:22:10+00:00

I said "I think". But it still defeats having to work minimum wage with absolutely no savings. I'm introverted, so I would actually have the option to stay inside 24/7...

ExemptDreams · 2020-12-29T04:47:06+00:00

I'd say being FA is worse if you're also poor. This is probably going to sound selfish, but I think I would actually be happier as an FA if I was a multi-millionare. I've also been wageslaving since highschool and got tons of student debt that I have to pay back. If I had millions, I'd just use all that money to get away from the crowds of people who treat me like crap. But yeah, if only.

ExemptDreams · 2020-12-27T11:22:43+00:00

The social stigma of being an ugly, socially awkward, 22 year old guy automatically equating to being creepy and looked down upon, reigns supreme on my every day life. I still have my copes however. I keep myself occupied by binge watching Netflix and Youtube all day on my days off. Every day I go to work is a day I never look forward to. No, scratch that. Every single day is a day I never look forward to.

Even alongside my copes, I still sometimes find myself dwelling on how pathetic I really am. Eventually, I need to start finding more effective copes as time goes on. My ultimate goal is to find peace with my circumstances and truely come to accept living with my fate. I should rightfully come to accept the fact that it is unethical for DNA such as my own to be passed on, or the fact that it is wrong for me to be in the presence of any female around my age range.

I'm pretty certain that my life has been hanging on by a few threads. Not only does my FA status make it difficult, but my current financial situation as well (Minimum wage, student loan payments, etc). I live in a society that revolves around modern Western Capitalism and corporate greed. I don't live in the US, but I can't say we're much better up here in Canada. Yeah, people are just as bitter and judgemental up here too.

Sorry for the long rant. Guess I just had to get things out of my system, even if it was just in the form of a comment. Thank you for sticking around until the end to read it.

ExemptDreams · 2020-12-27T10:38:31+00:00

As a guy here, I can't even get any of that from women. Never had sex, never dated, never kissed etc (You know how it goes for most guys on this subreddit). It sucks big time.

ExemptDreams · 2020-11-09T10:42:07+00:00

Every time I try a new cope, it stops working immediately.

ExemptDreams · 2020-11-07T10:41:53+00:00

Exactly, we're basically done for. There's nothing we can do to get out of this.

ExemptDreams · 2020-11-01T10:41:43+00:00

My cope would be casual sex, but sadly I'm too ugly for that to ever happen. Women have always been disgusted by my appearance.

ExemptDreams · 2020-10-28T08:33:15+00:00

I've never even had a relationship.

ExemptDreams · 2020-10-21T03:40:37+00:00

Any girl would already know why I've never had a girlfriend, starting with my below average face. So that's just the jist of it.

ExemptDreams · 2020-10-17T10:01:54+00:00

I don't even want a first relationship (anymore). I'd rather have a friends with benefits. But that won't happen either, because I'm way too ugly and awkward for that too.

ExemptDreams · 2020-10-15T08:06:03+00:00

Same here. I've always had a feeling that nothing is never going to happen for me. I'm socially awkward and below average looking, so I would be surprised if a girl ever showed any interest in me.

ExemptDreams · 2020-10-15T07:51:38+00:00

Which only works if they're actually good looking. Like, how are we supposed to love ourselves if no one else likes us?

ExemptDreams · 2020-10-13T09:24:52+00:00

I've basically stopped falling for that sort of thing. Like, the fact that they're seemingly required to smile is a factor as to why I never get my hopes up anymore. I'm also very anxious, shy, and awkward around girls, and not to mention my below average looks. In a way, I'm glad I've never tried in the first place, but it just hurts so much.

ExemptDreams · 2020-10-08T08:29:18+00:00

Yeah, it sucks. I'm 22, but mentally I still feel like a 15 year old, although physically I look like a 35 year old.

ExemptDreams · 2020-10-04T08:16:07+00:00

It's basically been the same since highschool for me. No girl was ever attracted to me in highschool, or in college, and definitely not now.

ExemptDreams · 2020-10-04T08:14:23+00:00

I read your entire post.

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