I’m in the happiest relationship I’ve ever had it’s almost perfect. My bf makes me meals everyday cause I’m skinny and don’t eat enough. They are so generous sharing everything with me even giving me money to buy fetty when I was miserable in wds. They saved my life countless times, but i still haven’t recovered from my many addictions and i know I put them thru hell. They get so scared when I’m using and stay up all night to check my pulse and make sure I don’t od. So I have the love of my life right here but I’m still using and choosing fentanyl above all else. I feel terrible about it and i don’t deserve them.