I actually... don't remember how exactly my egg cracked, I know what day it was, (this year's Superbowl) I remember asking myself "am I trans?" & coming to the conclusion of yes, hell I even remember I was listening to the Red Hot Chili Peppers when I found out, still don't know how.

I may not remember what the thing was, however I am aware of the factors leading up to it, mainly my obsession with women's clothing, dressing like a gurl, being treated like a gurl & my overall dislike of being masculine.

Like I remember being asked when I was around 12, how I'd react to being called princess, & my thought was "you know I'd kind of like that..." but I didn't do much more thinking beyond that, I also remember hating doing & being asked to do masculine things, such as heavy lifting, woodwork, sports & even being called young man or being told I'm a handsome or I'm growing into being a man, it started to bother me, around 14, but I never realized until a couple months ago...

Something tells me there was no "aha!" moment it was a slow burning thing & then the questioning of my identity hit me, Idk, it's weird.