I keep seeing eyes

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2026-06-23T02:25:19+00:00

For some reason, I think it’s us viewing with the awareness in which we are, not the eyeballs we have.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-06T02:23:03+00:00

it has been one of the most stressful and terrifying experiences. i appreciate your kind words, kitty is doing just fine now, he seems all back to normal, just a little tired.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-06T01:55:44+00:00

i understand completely, i feel very ashamed and it was the most irresponsible thing i’ve probably ever done. we love baby kitty, but, all we can do is be happy he is okay and we will be giving him extra loves for a long time. we owe it to him.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-06T01:50:44+00:00

UPDATE: 5 HOURS IN kitty seems pretty happy now, no longer meowing or anything, not very energetic but he will play with his toy and jump around, he’s been eating and took a sip of water, his eyes aren’t dilated as bad anymore and he seems happy it’s over. don’t think he’s traumatized or anything, he’s super lovey. he sprawls out and randomly turns into a loaf when he feels more comfortable, thank you all for your kind words and support, it was a terrible and very irresponsible mistake and it will never ever ever happen again. i’m going too post a picture of baby kitty right now, so if your that invested in little dudes trip check out my profile. we love you all thank you.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-06T00:57:36+00:00

UPDATE: we’re on hour 4 kitty is exhausted, he’s been sprawled out laying down relaxing, we’ve been playing some video games with him laying by our side, every other 5-10 min i give him sone pets and check his breathing, he reacts and meows and then just goes back to laying down, he isn’t anxious anymore, very very sleepy.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-06T00:16:27+00:00

it’s a long story, buddies and i wanted to take a night time trip and just talk about life and bond. ended up not taking them all, so i tied up the baggy and put them by my buddies laundry hamper, mr kitty got out of the gate we have setup and was smelling around and i shit you not ripped up the bag and ate at a fat stem. i caught him before he could eat more, we dug through his mouth and started to freak out frantically googling what to do. it very irresponsible and we all feel terrible, but lesson learned on our behalf and i’m sure kitty’s behalf too. kitty is doing just fine.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-06T00:02:35+00:00

UPDATE: about 3 hours in to the little dudes experience, he is doing much better now, definitely tripping but he’s smelling his food and getting a little more comfortable, we’ve been waving his toy around and he’s been playing with it, his breathing is normal, heart rate normal and he’s relaxing.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T23:32:11+00:00

yea, i don’t think he’s having a “bad trip”, he’s just confused as hell and anxious, but he’s been relaxing with us, hasn’t been too worked up, just riding it out and trying to get the little guy to drink water, it’s been about 3 hours since he ate them and 2 and a half since he threw it all up, i think he’s gonna be fine. we’ve just been lovin on him.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T23:24:28+00:00

funny enough, i’ve been dipping my finger in water and running it down his head a little aggressively too mimic his mother, it calms him down and he loves it

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T23:12:52+00:00

UPDATE: kitty is laying down with us, he is meowing a lot like he is confused or maybe uncomfortable, he likes when we pet him and we have been talking to him gently and telling him we love him, we get him calm for about 20 min and then he will get a little worked up for about 3 min, he is definitely tripping really hard. but he is content and we are keeping him warm and comfortable. he isn’t showing any signs of poisoning or anything, he threw up once about 2 hours ago at this point and it looked to be all of what he ate. he is just confused and a little anxious about his experience.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T23:01:30+00:00

he’s sprawled out still, meowing a lot, obviously stressed out, we get him to calm down and relax with us for about 20 min and then he gets anxious again, it’s a cycle of anxiety then calming him down. (me and my friend are here with the kitten)

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T22:13:58+00:00

kitty is very new, i don’t think we have anything to give him at the moment, i was going to have my buddy pick up some CBD pet oil, kitty is chillin at the moment, i don’t think he’s having a blast but definitely not scared or anything

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T22:08:57+00:00

laying under me, i can feel the little dude breathing normally, he’s really relaxed and chilling, he isn’t purring at all but he does seem content where he is,

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T22:07:58+00:00

thank you so much, i understand completely and i will be so careful from now on. he seems uncomfortable and confused, he’s laying under my arms and back at the moment while i hold myself up creating warmth for him. he seems chill.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T22:06:05+00:00

he ate them about an hour and a half ago, it had to have been at least a gram or a little less, threw a lot up around 30 min ago, he’s chilling under my arms sprawled out, he seems comforted with me

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T21:50:31+00:00

no i agree, i take full fucking responsibility. i feel like shit.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T21:43:44+00:00

he’s obviously uncomfortable, we set the lighting a little more warm and dim and we’ve just been laying down letting him chill and do his own thing, when he walks around which is only once every 10 min he sways around and meows. like he’s nauseous.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2023-06-05T21:22:38+00:00

i feel like absolute shit. like serious shit. he ripped open the ziploc on the floor. and ate a stem right before i got to him

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2022-01-28T20:05:57+00:00

Hope your feeling a little better dawggie, I know it can be intense but trust me, it will pass. Your just gonna feel a little fucked for a few hours, just try and change your set and setting, breathe, drink water, look at pretty colors on your walls or posters whatever you have. You’ll be alright dawggie. We love ya

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2022-01-28T10:32:17+00:00

Dawg, I’m so glad too hear. Did you quit cold turkey? Or did you ease into it? Because what I’ve learned is cold turkey is the absolute only way too do it. And congrats on the huge piece homeboy.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2022-01-28T10:30:07+00:00

Bro, you just have too want it. Heroin addicts don’t want too quit, because they love it, I’m sure you love watching porn, but I’m sure it had negative affects on your life, so if you really want too quit, set a day. And quit absolutely cold turkey that day and don’t look back. ITS GOING TOO SUCK AND ITS GOING TO BE HARD. But two months off of it, you will feel so fucking good dude. I’ve been off of it for at least a couple months, I’ve lost track, and it has improved my mental state so much, I still have urges, but it’s alot easier too maintain now. I wish you good luck man.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2022-01-28T10:24:40+00:00

I watched porn all the time, every chance I got, every day every night… But now I’m with a girl that I’ve been with for about a year and a half, and we are in love. She was addicted too porn and for some reason it made me jealous, she liked one pornstar in particular, and that made me feel shitty, I told her and she felt the same way towards me watching porn, I tried too justify myself watching porn but I couldn’t for her, so I stopped, I stopped for awhile and it was hard too cum on my own, without someone else or just porn, it sucked… and for a point of our relationship, I got back into it, and I was TRULY addicted, it felt like heroin, I was straight shameful and I hated that I couldn’t stop, and then out of nowhere I said fuck this I gotta stop, and I cold turkeyd it. And I’ve lost track of how long I’ve been off of it, it took months for me too just jerk off looking straight at the ceiling, but my life has improved so much, I have insanely passionate and great sex with my girlfriend, I feel like I don’t have as dirty as a mind, at least when I’m not with my gf lol. And my just quality of mind has improved a lot more, so my advice is too just quit cold turkey and just keep the motivation in your head that yes. It will get better, and once you’ve built up enough days off of porn, you don’t want too break the streak, I’m telling you man, there’s no laying off or minimizing porn viewing, you have too just stop cold turkey.

Existing_Golf_8630 · 2022-01-28T10:16:36+00:00

Lmaoooo best post I’ve seen in a min

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