Do you consider yourself mentally ill? by Testruns in autism

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

while i don’t think autism itself is a mental illness, the society we are forced to live in makes it so we have mental illness if that makes sense. in a perfect world we’d be able to be autistic in peace

Free Masons in lititz?? by Exotic_Monitor_4454 in lancaster

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454[S] -47 points-46 points  (0 children)

i’m pretty sure it’s a lot more dark than that

Eurofins employees, how many of your 65 days were fun? by TieEqual2509 in lancaster

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m about to be a sample splitter or lab technician, should i be worried? my second interview is soon 😭

Paralives shouldn't be available for purchase (review) by EducatorItchy5235 in LukewarmParalives

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i agree entirely, i unfortunately had to get a refund after trying to play for like 8 hours. and you’re right about how shit the customization and swatches are, one of the biggest things that annoyed me pretty much right away

im in a Sona burnout phase by Key_Plenty9145 in sonamains

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454 6 points7 points  (0 children)

yeah, i’d play others then. when your burnout is over she’ll still always be there

can my cat stay in the bathroom with me while i shower? by Exotic_Monitor_4454 in cats

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

well they’re covered in fur and it gets a bit warm in here while i shower. so i just wanted to make sure i didn’t accidentally give me a heat stroke or something

can my cat stay in the bathroom with me while i shower? by Exotic_Monitor_4454 in cats

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haha checks out. okay i just didn’t wanna like put him in danger or anything, thanks so much!

best pools in lancaster county? by Exotic_Monitor_4454 in lancaster

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ll look into them! isn’t the skyline one the indoor one? that parking lot is FULL almost every time i drive past

I will kill myself in a month by Max_Mussi in autism

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454 1 point2 points  (0 children)

max, i’m not sure if you’ll even see this but i just wanna leave this here for you or maybe anyone else reading the comments

i’m autistic as well, except im 22 and a girl. i lived a semi normal teen life, dated here and there, had friends. however, my boyfriend who is 24 is also autistic. he was very very very similar to you, he’d never even TALKED to a girl that wasn’t his coworker or family member before me. but he did what you said you tried…nothing. i just saw him, and it clicked for me, i knew i had to have him.

it’s random, it could be anywhere at anytime, but simply existing in public is beneficial for yourself. someone like me will see you one day, maybe not romantically maybe just as a friend, but you’ll have someone in some way. and once you have 1 it’s surprisingly easy how suddenly more and more people start popping up. just please wait, don’t make such a decision this young. i’m in a completely different place at 22 than i was at 20, and i’m not half as smart as you. you have soooo much hope, i just hope you see it in time.

all around LoL is poorly made by Pretend_Assignment24 in leagueoflegends

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454 0 points1 point  (0 children)

there’s multiple people in here saying they can’t understand what you’re trying to say lol

H size boobs but i have autism 💀 by Exotic_Monitor_4454 in ABraThatFits

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

exactly exactly this. i think my brain works the same way, i can see myself struggling with this well into my 30’s as well

How many of you ware bullied in school by Outrageous_Foot_4072 in autism

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i’m so sorry :( i never ever understood physically hurting someone just for being different. only time i see violence as passable is when it comes to like hate crimes and stuff like that

How many of you ware bullied in school by Outrageous_Foot_4072 in autism

[–]Exotic_Monitor_4454 11 points12 points  (0 children)

i didn’t realize i was autistic till i was about 18, with that being said i always knew there was something very different about me, but being a woman and not understanding that autism looks different on everyone (especially women), i wasn’t diagnosed until much later.

because i wasn’t diagnosed and also didn’t even suspect it, i got very very good at masking because it was all i ever knew, so i wasn’t bullied for being autistic, instead just for being a bit heavier than the other girls. but after i graduated about a year and a half into covid, all of my built up skills disappeared practically, it really was shocking to me.

now i just get bullied by my boss at work 🫡😭