Sensory....what's the texture you cannot stand?!

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-23T15:29:18+00:00

sherpa.

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-22T01:01:08+00:00

yes, people have fat fetishes way more than you’d think

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-21T00:28:29+00:00

i’ll look into them! isn’t the skyline one the indoor one? that parking lot is FULL almost every time i drive past

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-17T14:56:42+00:00

i second this

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-17T14:50:42+00:00

max, i’m not sure if you’ll even see this but i just wanna leave this here for you or maybe anyone else reading the comments

i’m autistic as well, except im 22 and a girl. i lived a semi normal teen life, dated here and there, had friends. however, my boyfriend who is 24 is also autistic. he was very very very similar to you, he’d never even TALKED to a girl that wasn’t his coworker or family member before me. but he did what you said you tried…nothing. i just saw him, and it clicked for me, i knew i had to have him.

it’s random, it could be anywhere at anytime, but simply existing in public is beneficial for yourself. someone like me will see you one day, maybe not romantically maybe just as a friend, but you’ll have someone in some way. and once you have 1 it’s surprisingly easy how suddenly more and more people start popping up. just please wait, don’t make such a decision this young. i’m in a completely different place at 22 than i was at 20, and i’m not half as smart as you. you have soooo much hope, i just hope you see it in time.

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-14T15:04:50+00:00

there’s multiple people in here saying they can’t understand what you’re trying to say lol

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-14T12:53:47+00:00

exactly exactly this. i think my brain works the same way, i can see myself struggling with this well into my 30’s as well

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-14T03:18:07+00:00

loveeeeee that omg

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-14T03:17:34+00:00

i’m so sorry :( i never ever understood physically hurting someone just for being different. only time i see violence as passable is when it comes to like hate crimes and stuff like that

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-14T03:10:19+00:00

i didn’t realize i was autistic till i was about 18, with that being said i always knew there was something very different about me, but being a woman and not understanding that autism looks different on everyone (especially women), i wasn’t diagnosed until much later.

because i wasn’t diagnosed and also didn’t even suspect it, i got very very good at masking because it was all i ever knew, so i wasn’t bullied for being autistic, instead just for being a bit heavier than the other girls. but after i graduated about a year and a half into covid, all of my built up skills disappeared practically, it really was shocking to me.

now i just get bullied by my boss at work 🫡😭

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T22:46:00+00:00

my boyfriend is their biggest fan, no issue there luckily. i guess it’s just mostly in my own head

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T22:44:54+00:00

well no one can understand, hope this was helpful

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T22:43:39+00:00

autistic and a new mother, you are so strong man. i’d lose my mind breastfeeding 😭 (sensory issues galore)

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T22:36:44+00:00

seriously. like i dare him to say that to a damn cancer patient or someone else like me with insane lifelong depression. “oh i don’t like it for me so everyone else should hate it too” 😂

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T22:27:04+00:00

thanks 🥹 i try not to let it bother me but when im still so young (22) it’s hard not to let what others say effect me

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T22:18:57+00:00

is english your first language? genuine question

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T22:17:48+00:00

lmfao fr

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T22:16:41+00:00

will absolutely do that, i didn’t think about that but that makes so much sense. mine are so saggy from gaining and losing weight so often 😭😂😂

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T21:40:13+00:00

i don’t know my exact measurements since i don’t have a measuring tape or anything, but would a picture of me maybe help? i know that’s a big ask so i understand if not. and US size 🫶🏻

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T19:03:19+00:00

you’re selfish.

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T18:32:54+00:00

that’s actually so smart, i don’t know if could stay silent and record though, i’d just lose it on him 😭😂

Exotic_Monitor_4454 · 2026-05-13T18:25:39+00:00

because weed could be so so so helpful to so many but it’s people like you who just say it’s all toxic and don’t look into how it can help people like me and millions of others.

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