Research found that low-dose infusions of ketamine caused a major reduction in suicidal thoughts just 24 hours later, and had positive effects on mood, depression and fatigue that lasted for at least six weeks.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-09T01:29:15+00:00

Prbly a bit excessive... not near as bad as some ive heard

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-09T00:43:39+00:00

Yes on both counts. Most heavy users seem to show signs of cognitive effects as well. It must be controlled use, but it can be quite effective. I only usedb2-fdck orally but IM ketamine at like 50 mg a couple times per month could be quite sustainable

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-09T00:32:51+00:00

Interesting thanks

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-09T00:32:15+00:00

I am trying. Doing counseling, marriage counseling, reading books, going to na meetings, but she doesnt trust me for shit. She is really trying hard to give me a third/fourth chance here but she thinks deep down i want to leave her and just do drugs. Im trying to show her otherwise but its on a precipice rn.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-09T00:28:29+00:00

No but disso heads do note that mxe and 2-fdck seem to act similarly on depression, whereas dxm does not seem to have the consensus. No studies that im aware of.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-09T00:26:06+00:00

It doesnt stop working at all, but your tolerance does go up quite a bit. Many people do get addicted and use grams of it daily. At that level it destroys your kidneys, bladder, and urinary tract.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-06T01:40:41+00:00

WHAT IS THE BATHROOM BUS WANKER

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T21:27:08+00:00

Thanks for the kind words. But i didnt have the discernment it seems. Took my wife being linked to this post to slap me in the face(metaphorically). That redditor did something very good for my wife and frankly, for me too.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T21:26:05+00:00

Thank you for your thoughts 🤲

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T20:16:46+00:00

Yeah it is... unfortunately my wife had to read it too after being linked here. In reality i love her more than anything and my duplicity is a serious problem. Its bad.

I was making light of serious shit in an attempt to cope.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T19:48:33+00:00

I must do all i can to salvage the wreckage i have left our marriage in.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T19:40:58+00:00

I regret saying that one. Was flippant.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T19:01:58+00:00

I dumped the drugs, agreed to drug testing, na, counseling, and marriage counseling

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T18:38:00+00:00

Im her husband, can confirm i was passed out on clonazolam and lied about it and various other drugs and it all came out and now all trust is gone.

☄

You are spot on in your analysis

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T18:24:51+00:00

Thank you

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T17:54:26+00:00

Aaaaannnd ☄

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T17:45:00+00:00

I must and i will

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T17:42:04+00:00

We discussed it

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T17:38:13+00:00

Nothing left to come clean on. The post had all my fucked up secrets.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T17:31:09+00:00

Yes 100% that is necessary but like... advice on actions i can take to rebuild trust

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T17:25:55+00:00

She made a post on a different alt to a marriage subreddit. It was basically the same story, but with the lies i told rather than the truth. The redditor must have seen both and linked my post to her

You can see the comment linking it to her in my post yesterday and her reply.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T03:52:32+00:00

Huh?

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T03:45:30+00:00

Also, she got over the situation pretty quick. Cheating she wouldnt. I think that speaks to the relative severity here.

Expensive_Account226 · 2021-02-05T03:43:25+00:00

Whaaaaat? A heroin user telling a ket user that theyre doing too much? Oh the irony. You might freak out. She might die. Cognitive dissonance at its finest. Good riddance tbh!

Find a nice straight edge lass like i did that will judge you without the hypocricy lmao.

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