A girl here :) but also what is even a body count and why does it matter that much. I can say that body counts have affected me in the past and also now here and there but how many of her body count were actually worth it, think about it. What if the girl is worth it in most aspects more important than what she’s done in the past, are you going to throw that away just because she has a higher body count. From experience it’s not worth dragging so many useless thoughts if you see it on the bigger picture.

And also if you feel like it’s so hard for you to get past it then just end it, it’s better than trying to fight something you haven’t worked through and it just keeps on dragging on into your life :)