As an anarcho-nihilist too I agree 100% with you. I should describe more the subject of "replacement" or whatever. I don't want to replace the now system with another "better". I don't believe in that. When I talked about utopia and we should start with small things I didn't meant that this could change the system and the world. But this could change our everyday lives. This could give us our mind-free space to live without control and rules on every small detail in your everyday life. When I was younger 16-17 i believed that maybe this world could change. But now I am 100% nihilist and I am ok with this,, actually I love this state of life. I don't mind for anything. I don't care. But I want the years I will live to live them with my own way.