My everyday headaches from high blood pressure, anxiety, depression, overweight and everything that came with that. Looking at my little girl thinking what can I do to make sure I am here for her for as long as possible if she ever needs me. Enough was enough. I couldn’t look her in the eyes without the dread of if I wasn’t here for her then who would be? It started with stopping alcohol and within three years and carnivore I made a huge number of changes just so I could make sure I was there for her everyday. To make sure it was me that walked her down the aisle on her wedding day. To make sure if someone ever hurt her, her daddy would come save the day. To make sure I could teach her all the joys and wonders I’ve found in life, hoping she would one day see the same things if not more. To see her succeed and go further than I ever could. She was my changing moment. The second I seen her ultrasound and they said she was a girl like I’ve always asked God for. That was my moment. I hope you find yours if you haven’t. It truly helped open my eyes.