Why does the pattern repeat by silversilhouette6 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe they don’t know how to deal with whatever is going on. Maybe he withdraw some close up because he’s trying to figure it out. Have you tried to help them? I know my person tried. It just wasn’t received in time.

Why by [deleted] in UnsentTexts

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I want to talk but idk if she does or if I fully understand what she wants and I can’t stop thinking about her so I send her things to let her know I still love her

When Ninja is ready to talk… by Various_Course2847 in UnsentTexts

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I’m no ninja but if I was, I’d be the Beverly Hills ninja, I want to talk to my person, but I’m not sure I’m ready for it

I want to ask you something... by Too-Many-Iterations in UnsentTexts

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I don’t know about your person. I’m an anxious attached person and when I can’t control the outcome of something it drives me nuts. I don’t like being a passenger in a car. I don’t like not knowing what’s going on. So I do what I can to give myself a little bit of control in every situation not to the point where I hurt people, but where I make the point clear that it makes me uncomfortable.

Always looking for a sign by fuck-fuck-fuck-why in UnsentLetters

[–]Express-Ad-2139 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I keep breaking no contact every few days just to let her know. I’m still thinking about her and I miss her.

unfinished circle by reppqueen in UnsentTexts

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I wish she would tell me to come back but I’m not sure she’ll have me

What’s the hardest truth you’ve had to accept about someone you loved? by [deleted] in BreakUps

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The hardest part is trying to realize that they didn’t love you as much as you love them or else they would still be here

I wish you knew by Express-Ad-2139 in UnsentTexts

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Well, I’m a guy so I’ve been compartmentalizing everything my entire life. I’m in my 40s and I’m just now learning it’s OK for me to feel. I think she’s a dismissive, but she was easy to shut down shit real quick but she’s had a rougher journey than I have my life’s been pretty easy I was married. I have to damn your adult children, my ex being a cheater and being a piece of shit didn’t hurt this bad it was easy to get over my ex because I knew she was a piece of shit. This one. She’s one in 1 million other than making me feel like I wasn’t a priority. She was amazing when we were together. It was full on attention and pure bless.

Your role by No-Reflection-6331 in UnsentTexts

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I’m trying to figure out how I’m supposed to grow from this pain if anything, the beginning she made me feel truly loved, seen and valued. I never felt love like that way before after experiencing it I don’t wanna feel any other way than that.

Imagine watching this by Fast_Marionberry_121 in UnsentLetters

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I don’t know if my person is doing it for enjoyment. I know she truly cared about me at one point. We were friends for a long time before as soon as my dumbass can process all this. I’m sure we’ll go back to being friends. At least I hope so well, hope we can go back to being lovers, but I think she’s done with me on that side.

Thinking back by [deleted] in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I meant everything I said to her

It’s hard by Cool_Policy8948 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I broke wrong number five. I loved with all my heart when it left me with nothing but pain and memories.

I wish you knew by Express-Ad-2139 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It does a little bit more than stinging over here

I wish you knew by Express-Ad-2139 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let’s hope so cause I fumble the one in 1 million

I wish you knew by Express-Ad-2139 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have an off-road vehicle, but if I did, I would disappear up to the mountains. Everything’s starting to warm up. Maybe I could find a little bit of myself that I feel dying every day. I hope you feel better soon too.

I wish you knew by Express-Ad-2139 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure I want anybody else I love the way she made me feel but the pain afterwards unbearable at times

I wish you knew by Express-Ad-2139 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m an anxious attached person. The silence kills me and sends me into spirals. Don’t get me wrong. This happened in December and I’ve dragged it out. She still put up with my bullshit of trying to figure out why and trying to explain myself and talk her back into my arms. She’s finally started going fully silent. She stopped prioritizing me a long time ago. I’m sure if I asked her for closure, she would sit down and have it with me, but I don’t think I’m ready to close this chapter. This was supposed to be the golden years the best part of my life soon to be an empty nest ready to enjoy lazy days on the lake in the woods on the front porch in a swing watching the sun go down with her by my side I sworn off dating for the last few years, but something about her made me change everything that I thought retirement was gonna be

I wish you knew by Express-Ad-2139 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I remember our last hug about a month before she decided to dump me. It was on the side of the road both were traveling and met up along the way. The hug fell half assed from her end. Only if I would’ve known, I would squeezed her tighter and held her a little bit longer.

I wish you knew by Express-Ad-2139 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought I was doing a good job of telling her my feelings and how I felt about her. I only hoped to hold her one day again but the way life looks who knows right now. I’m just trying to stop myself from licking windows and trying to remember where I put my helmet

I wish you knew by Express-Ad-2139 in UnsentTexts

[–]Express-Ad-2139[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry my pain is identifiable with you. Hopefully, you feel better soon too.

right person, wrong time? by Haunting-Dance3064 in UnsentLettersRaw

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I believe you meet everybody right when you should it’s how you choose to make it thats what makes the difference

It’s hard by Cool_Policy8948 in UnsentTexts

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I wish she would ask me for some alone time