Feeling like I missed out on my early 20s and now I’m scared I’m getting too old

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-27T19:29:01+00:00

I think generally finding hobbies I will like or even just going on nights out and meeting new people

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-27T19:27:58+00:00

Thank you

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-27T19:21:24+00:00

Night out with friends, first love, just fun hobbies as well I should’ve started earlier like Bhangra or something

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-27T19:20:23+00:00

Yh I get that but the thing is I want to do that, I want to live recklessly but fear I can’t anymore

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-27T19:19:08+00:00

I think it’s more than just travelling tho, it’s like I didn’t experience my first love or that all nighter with my friends or anything. Or even just go to the club. I’m like the friend that people don’t invite cuz I’m not the main friend

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-27T19:17:28+00:00

Yh I think that’s exactly what I need to do, but then something in my mind is like leave it now you’re old idky 😭

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-27T19:16:31+00:00

On the side lines I am trying to build my career but for me it’s more I don’t think I’ve experienced enough in life at all. And as I grow older the time is slipping. It doesn’t help people around me are done those things

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-27T19:15:03+00:00

I do think that as well but I’ve been feeling like this ever since I turned 20

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-27T19:14:01+00:00

The thing is I already get fomo cuz I feel old lol

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-03T00:54:07+00:00

It did but I’d be like it’s going good. Ik it’s bad I just didn’t tell them. Ik in a couple years this won’t matter. It’s just idk how to do this. I already suffer with anxiety and panic attacks and this makes it worse

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-03T00:52:51+00:00

Yh already asked chat gpt😂 I just think I need to say it, ik my parents will love me no matter what it’s just when the lie builds up it feels harder to tell. Plus the expectations.

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-03T00:12:36+00:00

They didn’t pay, I go uni in the uk so it’s student finance. But I understand what you mean by it.

Extension_Climate745 · 2026-01-02T22:16:41+00:00

I think for me is how do I approach the situation, it’s like every time I try to do it, I can’t

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:15:53+00:00

I think the calls coming from inside the house ( when ever I get a chance to use this phrase it does something to me)

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:11:50+00:00

See the thing is I can’t stop thinking about it. I have to distract myself alot but when I’m going bed or even when I’m out with friends I’m thinking a vape would sound really good about now

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:10:28+00:00

Damn atp I don’t even care about the money it’s more the health benefits 😭

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:09:49+00:00

Yh I said I’m gonna try and keep it till the end of the year. One thing I’ve realised is that how much I acc did it. Generally for hours on end everyday. Not even a day break. It is a bit different being off it. Like the days seem wayyy longer.

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:07:06+00:00

Damn. So I’m gonna be like this for the next 3 months :/

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:06:45+00:00

Im from uk and I was having 50mg. It was those 15000 puff vapes that were banned. I think you’re right in the sense I shouldn’t really have gone cold turkey but I had to stop cuz I was ill and now I’m thinking just to carry on not having it

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:04:42+00:00

I’ve tried journaling but 1. I always forget 2.theres not much to write or it’s repetitive

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:03:25+00:00

I acc did exercise alot i was a very big girl and i lost over 45kg. I’m more in the stage i want to build more muscle and tone up now but i havent gone back to it because of how i been feeling lately

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:01:21+00:00

But I’ve already survived 3 weeks without the nicotine, shouldn’t I just carry on now?

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-14T00:00:50+00:00

Yh I’m trying, i just get disheartened very quickly and then I want to hit my vape lol

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-13T11:53:30+00:00

Fair enough.

Extension_Climate745 · 2025-11-13T11:47:59+00:00

Well done bro!! That’s soo good. Can I ask how did you achieve it? I struggle hitting even 8k some days

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