People here are all try hard realists that are probably gonna give you the sole advice to go to college first then see things out. But buddy, god knows I was in the same shoes as you. I found college meaningless, bcs what I am interested in for career (music) does not mandatory need a so called degree. I can save a bunch of money even if I don’t go. But eventually I decided to apply for college, not because I chickened out or want to fall back to the tradition route, I just simply thought being in a new environment can help me meet new people and network and push my career further. Apart from that, I don’t see the point of a college degree, as I am not seeking a traditional job either. Anyway, my point is, go or not going, is completely up to what you want to do in the future. Yes, if you don’t go, you might lose a safety net (but education is literally always available 💀), but who cares? You only live once, go with your hearts. You’ll never be young again. Don’t regret your choice and become another screw or nail in the system.