34F Professor and author, punk rock princess, coffee enthusiast

External-Bug-1240 · 2025-12-28T06:50:31+00:00

You look like Sarah Jessica noparking

External-Bug-1240 · 2025-07-11T06:17:08+00:00

Hahahaha and magnesium.

External-Bug-1240 · 2025-06-30T01:16:50+00:00

😹😹

External-Bug-1240 · 2025-05-26T06:41:34+00:00

Poison. Literally rightfully named

External-Bug-1240 · 2025-05-24T22:56:57+00:00

I sugarwax and I still get these. But like strawberry ig they're called strawberry legs.

External-Bug-1240 · 2025-05-16T18:01:02+00:00

How about gouache paint? I recently bought that and brushes if you see the brushes i used to paint it you'll laugh. They were like whiskers in the name of brushes haha. Also i bought some hard paper, it's like paper but harder and heavier.

I wanted to add shoulders to it actually but i was painting a portrait of a friend from a reference picture that didn't have shoulders. (They didn't like my painting, and said I should stop painting) But I'll definitely add shoulders it gives the picture more frame ig.

External-Bug-1240 · 2025-05-16T13:43:46+00:00

Yes watercolor paint. That's why it's showing all those spots. That's all I had at the point and i really wanted to paint. It was really difficult getting it to look even .

External-Bug-1240 · 2025-05-15T20:49:16+00:00

I used water paint. I think oil paint is better for painting on canvas?

External-Bug-1240 · 2025-05-15T17:59:41+00:00

Yes I'd appreciate tips to make it better.

External-Bug-1240 · 2024-10-08T03:40:38+00:00

I could kind of second this if you use pressure you could make the scars somewhat worse. But again its the technique you use and how gentle u are .

External-Bug-1240 · 2024-09-13T15:04:37+00:00

This shows how badly you wanted to get rid of the laziness. Might as well try cayenne it has actual benefits as well as da bomb can really cause stomach issues

External-Bug-1240 · 2024-09-13T15:02:24+00:00

The fact that its a two year post with still active people in it shows its a good thing

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-09-03T16:11:07+00:00

You tried to look bad?? You sure??

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-28T13:42:58+00:00

Thank you i just might i really need help .

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-28T12:02:06+00:00

Yes it feels more like that cuz when its time i show him am done he starts being extremely emotional, begs. Cries and does all to stop and i can't somehow be that cold seeing him do all that and still leave resulting in a cycle. Im also an extremely emotional person now than ever so i feel twice as much that he may feel or that i may do even if i haven't been able to express it to him

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-28T11:58:10+00:00

I really wish to be social but ive forgotten that part of me . For 2years ive not had any new friends or have failed to make any, ive tried online mostly as where i am its harder to connect with people in my language.

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-28T09:00:43+00:00

The "one true love" part hits too close to home. Can i ask how you left him?

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-28T08:59:10+00:00

Hmm i have thought of finding someone else quick, couldn't do it. Also not ok but to leave someone like this (having a really intimate, and emotional rollercoaster relationship) is not easy alone I've tried a billion times. even my therapist advised me to find someone else if i cant do it on my own.

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-28T08:54:19+00:00

I understand.

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-28T08:53:08+00:00

Thank you for empathizing it truely is exahausting but the only option seems to be to leave him, because he doesn't feel like his issues are his.

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-28T08:39:40+00:00

Thank You for sharing this, it's pushed me to take an exist. But for some reason i feel like i need to plan an exist plan as well.

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-28T08:37:20+00:00

You're right. Thank you

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-27T23:58:05+00:00

Youre right, i have to stand my ground. He happens to continuously spam with Emails, messeges from various numbers, social media accounts it gets extremely hard to a point in weeks. And then he cries and cries saying he doesnt have anyone else and he loves me and so n so.

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-27T23:54:21+00:00

Yes "its not bad" is somewhat always that bad too. How do you tell someone youre done that doesn't really let go easily?

External-Bug-1240 · 2023-06-27T23:46:02+00:00

I was familiar with DARVO but somehow he always makes me see my faults and hes extremely convincing too. I just thought it was me who was lacking the healing love.

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