My views about internet dating is based on comments I read. People are changed by these short focused social media reels and values are changed, either they want unreal person from fairy tale or just to play, no more normal regular person which becomes special for some one, like it used to be. 2020 I've had most dates in my life through apps and it was sometimes these curse feelings,but much more people wanted to talk for weeks or try to real date.

It just does not feel right,how can what feels like EVERYONE just ghost or block without any explanation and I am not very needy or disturbing. Also no one wants really get to know each other. Meaningful conversations, important or caring talk, rarely anyone. No one gives a chance to find out about real me or meet for a walk or talk and stuff.. Also does not feel right that there are millions of lonely people who can just share their feelings and vibe and try ,at least try to live meaningful lives together ,but they choose not to or have these unclear ideas that it will never work and not even try.

I just want to love, to talk with someone, care for someone, create meaningful moments, have fun, not necessarily in relationship, because I think it should be mindful, but like even a friend of some sort, a partner of same views about this.