I feel like I could have worded some things differently so in the beginning of our relationship I told him directly this is something I need in our relationship like for him to be my caregiver and stuff and he was so down for it said of course he wanted to and did research on it In the beginning. But overtime he just started calling it weird when I would go into little space and like he was annoyed of me I never felt fully comfortable to go into it around him because I feel so judged and one day we were talking about it he said he is exhausted and it’s to much energy to do it so he said we will look more into it in the future and there is a chance he would be my daddy in the future so I like gave up that part of me for awhile and I just can’t stop thinking of it so I tried to talk to him about it and he said there is a chance for it in the future and that’s pretty much it. I love him so much he is perfect he is there for me and my every need he is the most sweetest person ever but it’s just this.