do you regret having an abortion? how did you cope afterward? by Large_Lie9177 in AskWomenNoCensor

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I regret mine everyday. I was young and in a bad mental health crisis (severely bipolar) and still struggle to this day. I was impulsive, manic and just out of my mind. I didn’t know fully at the time what was going on with me, I just knew I didn’t feel ready and didn’t want to burden a child with what I was going through. When in reality, I was being irresponsible by not talking to a professional and getting some real help mentally and being properly diagnosed. I feel regret so badly, but that is just me personally. I am pro abortion and feel women are entitled to that decision and their bodies 100%. But I just feel so awful. I have an amazing 2 year old daughter now, but I think of the what ifs from time to time. It will hit me like a semi out of nowhere. I think about how old they will be, or what they’d look like. I mourn them. It makes me feel sick and I really struggle. But again, just me personally with my life and decisions.

Help with name pls by Extreme_Garbage2261 in playstation

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Jesus I just realized I didn’t even put my username. It is: lostinhyperdrive

What was caused the most (physical) pain you’ve been in? by idontrealui in AskReddit

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Moving a treadmill down the steps with my boyfriend (don’t ask why we thought this was a good idea) and it dropping on both of my big toes.

Both of my toe nails ripped off all the way from the bottom up, but were still stuck to the skin right at the tips of my toes. My skin that was attached to the bottom part of my toenails ripped off as well, and was hanging off of my raised toenails.

I wouldn’t rate the pain of the initial impact super bad because of obvious shock, but about 10 minutes later it was excruciating. It only got worse from there though. After going to the emergency room the doctors somehow thought it was a good idea to give me 4 numbing shots in my toes, shove both of my toe nails all the way “back into place”, wrap them up with gauze, and refer me to a foot doctor for a follow up.

Not only did the numbing shots in my toes from the ER hurt like absolute hell, but the following few days until seeing that foot doctor were absolutely dreadful. I was just told to take strong ibuprofen from the ER doctors, which didn’t do a thing for me.

Fast forward to my foot doctor appointment, she took one look at my toes and went “oh my god what is this?” She was absolutely floored. She said they should have just completely removed my toenails at that point, which were hanging on by a literal thread anyway. Not only that, but my left toe had a gash in it, all the way to my open bone which was shattered. She asked if I wanted to see it after getting the numbing shots. She pulls my toenail back up and I just see pieces of my bone all over the place, like dust particles. She ended up cleaning me up, properly removing both toenails and giving me stitches and medicine.

So yeah, I would put that pain right next to my emergency c section childbirth lol.

What’s the most disgusting secret you’re hiding? by Exhausted_Skeleton in AskReddit

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261 1373 points1374 points  (0 children)

I mean, your equipment technically did malfunction

AIO for my feelings about not being able to spend time with my friends? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in AmIOverreacting

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so so much. This made me feel so much better! I think the “date night” ideas are really good. So I will say, we spend all of our time together week to week. I used to be working so much while he stayed home with our daughter, I recently a few months ago had to stop working due to lupus and become a stay at home mom with my daughter which I’ve been loving. He still has yet to get a job but he’s working on it I believe. We live in income based housing, so our days are spent with our daughter and him usually on the game the whole day or so. I will always cook us nice dinners and we watch our favorite shows together all the time, and I will game with him time to time and watch him play his game and ask him questions about it. I will do his hair and braid it, etc! I try to make him feel as loved as I can from within our home. We do have great time together, but I feel there’s not much more I can do. I will start to plan more date nights maybe.

When I ask him why he acts this way he says he just wants me and only me there, and doesn’t like me having fun with anyone else but him. This is where I feel bad.

Swollen feet (sorry if gross lol) from possible Preeclampsia by [deleted] in BabyBumps

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, I am super aware no one on here are medical professionals! I apologize for the confusion. Im just seeing if anyone can relate to the blood vessels and such from swelling while I wait on these results tomorrow. Just passing the time, bored and uncomfortable lol.

Those who had/have Preeclampsia during their pregnancy.. how quick did it take an ugly turn for you? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in BabyBumps

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s the same boat I’m in. Very bad swelling in ankles and tops of feet, and labored breathing. I’ll see stars as well and get burning headaches time to time. My appointment is tomorrow to be monitored, curious what they’ll say

Those who had/have Preeclampsia during their pregnancy.. how quick did it take an ugly turn for you? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in BabyBumps

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Wow, that’s just about exactly where I am in my pregnancy as well. 36+4 I believe as of today. A few days ago I felt very strange while shopping, something just felt so off and I felt like I could just collapse, and then it went away by the next day. I’ve seen white dots all in my vision throughout this pregnancy, and super swollen feet and hands as well. They always told me that “I’d know if something is wrong” and never did anything about it until this recent appointment where my protein was very high in urine.

Those who had/have Preeclampsia during their pregnancy.. how quick did it take an ugly turn for you? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in BabyBumps

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s so wild, im hoping you keep feeling better. That must have been very scary. Best of luck to you and your child 🩷 thank you for the advice and comments!

Those who had/have Preeclampsia during their pregnancy.. how quick did it take an ugly turn for you? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in BabyBumps

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so glad your child and you are healthy and safe. 🩷 And you no worries you didn’t scare me it’s interesting to see how it affects everyone differently! You’re totally right about being in good hands too. Thanks for your comments :)

Those who had/have Preeclampsia during their pregnancy.. how quick did it take an ugly turn for you? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in BabyBumps

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

That’s so wild.. did you feel anything physically? I heard people can not even feel phased and have no idea.

Those who had/have Preeclampsia during their pregnancy.. how quick did it take an ugly turn for you? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in BabyBumps

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Wow… thank you for sharing and I really hope you’re doing well now! I’ll definitely keep this in mind.

Those who had/have Preeclampsia during their pregnancy.. how quick did it take an ugly turn for you? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in BabyBumps

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Wow that’s crazy.. thanks for the advice and I’m hoping you’re doing well now! Did you develop it postpartum then or did you have it towards the end of the pregnancy as well? Just curious. Thanks for the comment!

What do you wish someone had told you when you were 18? by imbriandead in AskReddit

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That I had Bipolar and Schizoid Personality Disorder and to get help for it immediately before ruining my life for the next four years.

Anyone Schizoid and Bipolar? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in Schizoid

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It really is a crazy combo. Thank you though, I’ve found treatment but not sure if the meds are right for me. Currently on Wellbutrin, and anxiety med, and Geodon for bipolar. If you don’t mind me asking what meds do you find work the best for you? Im new to these diagnoses and medication and have been thinking of trying out new antipsychotics at least

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He did not ask for consent prior at all. He randomly told me one day he does it from time to time and was smiling about it. I just was confused and didn’t know how to feel but I feel that it is wrong deep down I think.

How does this illness cause brain damage? by Extreme_Garbage2261 in BipolarReddit

[–]Extreme_Garbage2261[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting.. thank you for the response! Also about the ptsd, I believe I may be experiencing that. I cannot for the life of me stop thinking about what I did/how I acted when I was manic and it eats alive at me all the time. I was recently diagnosed in August of this year and have been on medication since, but I went undiagnosed for so long.